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>>>LAY'S POV<<<

I have a lot of explaining to do…. bear with me.

Lately, I've been questioning my standards and my decisions…

Was it right that I chose to start over with Ye Min again?

Let me clarify… we're not going steady. Ye Min and I are just hanging out.. openly dating.

Was it right that I just set aside what happened to us in the airport?

Kwon Ye Min left me in the Incheon Airport two years ago. She sent me an e-mail when she arrived in New York.

"Yixing oppa, I don't know when I'll be back. Just reconsider my suggestion… You ought to stop training and do something more fruitful in your life. You'll never debut at this rate. Not that I don't believe in you, but Yixing, you should just give up. I love you, and I know what's best for you. Just come with me to New York, and let's go to College together. You're not meant to be an idol, oppa." 

That was what her e-mail said. I tried to understand her because I loved her and I wanted to please her. She was the perfect girlfriend. We never fought as a couple. We were too compatible, but seeing that she wanted me to give up my dream, I simply can't.

I replied to her, hoping she would heed me.

She never replied. That was it for us. 

I was broken. I had to cry over it. I had to drown myself in soju to forget her, yet I couldn't.

I wrote a song for her, and that was the very last time I touched my guitar off camera and wrote a song.

the last time… and I mean it.

Back to the present.

Do I like her? Yes, I do. Very much.

Do I still love her? That I'm not certain of.

And Y