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- Honey where are you? Girl was calling her boyfriend. He was coming home with something special, but she did't know it.
- Oh sorry babe, I will be a bit late. After about 40 minutes I think!
- Okay, I'm waiting you. Girl hangup the phone. She was patiently waiting for him, someone who changed her life. Minutes passed, then hours. Streets were dark and it was already midnight when her phone started ringing!

- _____! ____! Where are you?
- Youngbae, what's wrong? I'm home!
- J-Jiyoung is in hospital.
- What? What's wrong with him? Is he okay? Why did't he call me?
- I don't know how to say this to you, but he is not with us anymore.
After these words conversation was cut off. She couldn't believe it, few hours ago she was talking to him, he called her babe, 'why something took you to be late? why?' She thought and tears started falling on her sofa. Sofa where she and Jiyoung spent time together watching movies, cuddling and spending the best nights together. Her tears did't want to stop. Her mind didn't want to sleep or eat, her mind wanted to hug someone. Someone who is watching her, not from the kitchen or bedroom, but already from the sky. It started to rain behind the window. 'Jiyoung, are you crying too?' She asked with her face in the pillow, pillow was already wet from her tears.
She didn't sleep all night, she didn't move, she was crushed. She reacted only when she heard that someone is knocking at her door, maybe reality is that last 12 hours weren`t real, it was a dream. And now Jiyoung is standing behind the doors and praying that you won`t yell at him because he lost his keys again. She stood up and ran to the doors, she almost started to smile again, but there wasn`t her boyfriend at the doorway, it was his friend. Friend who told you the biggest nightmare in your life.
- Youngbae, what are you doing here? She asked him, his eyes were red too. You wasn't only one who was crying all night, his clothes were messy and he didn't look in your eyes.
- I wanted to say something, can I come in?
You didn`t answer, you just opened the door wider and Taeyang came in your and Jiyoung's apartment. Now it's only yours big penthouse in Seoul's centre.
- Can you tell me what was your last conversation with him? Youngbae asked you and sat on the chair in the kitchen. There was silence between you and Taeyang, when suddenly you started to speak.
- I called him yesterday, and he said… you kept your tears inside. You didn't want to cry in front of the Youngbae.
- … he said he will be late. And those were the last words what I heard from him.
- Do you know why he died?
You shook your head.
- He was ill, nobody knew about that. Even his mom didn't know about his illness. He kept it as a secret, he thought that he couldn`t die, but he was lying to himself.  And about why am I here, I was in hospital a moment before he died and he gave me something and I promised him one thing. Youngbae's hand was in his pocket, he didn't want to show you what it was. He knows it will hurt you more, but if he won`t tell, you will never know this.
- He gave me this. Taeyang gave you something in a blue box. You looked at it and you didn't want to believe in what you saw.
- T-this is…
- Yes, it is a ring. Tears started to fall without control. Taeyang stood up from the chair and came closer to you. He opened his hands and hugged you with all his strength, you hugged him back and continued to cry on his shoulder.

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Funeral was awful, you saw Jiyoung's mother, she cried more than you. You came closer and hugged her. You had a very good relationship with his mother, she was always beside you. She loved you since primary school when you and Jiyoung where enemies. She loved you since you helped him in middle school with marks because he was YG trainee. She loved you since you and Jiyoung fell in love with each other in high school. His first kiss was with you, your first kiss was with him. All his inspiration in music was you, all sad songs was written because he missed you when you had another fight with him..
Your life was slowly falling apart, but you felt like someone didn't want you to cry or die.
Since that day when Youngbae came to your house, you started seeing him everyday.
Finally someone who got the smile on your face again.

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- MOM! MOOOM! MOOOOOOM!
- Yeah, sweetie I hear you! What's wrong?
- Where are we going? Why do I need to wear my black sweater?
You were looking at your four year old son who was asking you why he needed to wear his dark sweater. You couldn't believe six years already passed, so fast.

- Jiyoung, sweetie! I'm home, are you ready?
You heard the voice of your husband, he was calling you and your son.
- Daddy!  
The boy ran out from the garderobe and ran to his dad.
- So early? You came out from the garderobe and looked at your husband. He was holding his son in his hands and smiling because he was the happiest man in the whole world.
- I came earlier to see you. And are you ready?
- I am. But I can't…
- Jiyoung, I brought you something. You'll find this in kitchen, go and look at it. Man put his child on the ground and the little boy immediately ran to the kitchen.
- Sweetie, we are doing this already six years.
- I know Youngbae, I know. But now it's too hard for me.
- It's our 5th anniversary and I need to say him something special.


You, Youngbae and your son was standing near to gravestone. Gravestone where was written:
Kwon Ji Young.
Beloved son, boyfriend and leader.
- Maybe you don't remember this, but exactly six years ago I came over to your house and gave you that box with the ring and I also said that I promised something to Jiyoung. Now, Jiyoung you see. I kept your promise, she's safe now and nothing will hurt her anymore.
- Bae, what are you talking about? You asked him understanding nothing.
- In hospital Jiyoung gave me this ring and also said, if I let you cry again or you will be hurt again, I will regret the fact that I was born, but it doesn't mean that I married you because I promised him. I married you because I fell in love with you from the first sigh. But for my problem Jiyoung was faster then me and when I saw you and him together I was crushed. But now, I can say thank you. Thank you Jiyoung for letting me love her and thank you for letting me see her smile everyday. I know you are smiling now, because it's sunny. I'm thankful to you and ____, I love you and I will love you no matter what.