I do not need to kiss you, I do not need your tender. I just want to feel a warm embrace of you.

 

I'm walking alone through the school garden. Feeling the warm sunlight. Fresh air and a wonderful view.

It's school time but I don't care. Just by seeing the little creek makes me happy.

 

From day to day, from week to week, I lost all my friends...

Chunji went overseas because he's an idol.

His brother Mika is also an Idol. He's even the cousin of 2PM Junsu. He also went to overseas, to Japan.

Hyuna went to Japan since her mother is displaced to Japan.

 

"Lu Han! LU HAN!!!" I called after him in my dreams.

But senseless he won't hear me anymore.

 

 

"Gayoon! Speak with him! Come on!", Hyuna said.

"No, that's so embarassing!", I said back.

"Why? Do you think he will laugh at you?", She said.

I nodded "And he's friends are with him! I can't do this! And... why should I go to him?"

"Why?! You're in love with him.. did you forgot?!", Hyuna said while hitting my head light.

"You always say this! Come on! Don't be like this or else...", she told me, "i will do it for you."

"If you go there. I will kill you!!!" I said. "I hope she won't do this", I thought.

Before I could complain she won't over to him.

I wanna know what they're talking!!!!

Hyuna took a piece of paper and wrote something on it.

I wanna know!!!

"What did you told him?!", I asked her.

Before she could answer the teacher came in.

 

 

 

 

"WHAT DID YOU TOLD HIM?!" I yelled at her as we went home

"Don't yell at me like this! By the way what's your problem.. You said you don't love him...", Hyuna said calm.

That's true but... it's a lie!!!

"But it's still NOT OK!", I said in a usual tone.

"What? Confessing him my love? Is he your boyfriend or what?" Hyuna smiled a little bit.

I stopped walking.

"Gayoon?" Hyuna asked.

"I will never again talk to you!" I said and ran home.

"But..." Hyuna began, but it was too late. I was already away.

 

Till today I don't know what she wanted to tell me.

 

Some months later...

"Finally I found you!" I heard an exhausted voice behind me.

"Huh? Who are you?" I asked.

"You can't remember me. I was Lu Han's best friend."

The word 'was' hurted me. It stabbed right in my heart.

"Go away!" I told him and concentrated on the fishes in the creek.

"Please let me give you this!" He said and hold a letter.

"Love letter? Sorry but I don't wanna love anymore and shouldn't you be in class?" I said cold.

"Please read this letter! I'm begging you!" He threw me the letter on my lap and sat down next to me.

"YAH! I said i'm not - "

I was about to throw it away but then I saw the name 'Lu Han' on it and I opened it.

 

 

 

Dear Gayoon,

I heard that you fell in love with me...

To be true I was always in love with you.

I love your calm but funny personality.

Even if we never talked I know this thing.. kekeke~

I studied all what you did. How you write, how you eat, how you walk...

since when we're old enough...

I wanna live my life with you~

Till now I can't get you out of my mind.

Everyday when you go to the Han river (kekek~ my name ^___^) in your casual clothes.

I take a phote and use it as the morning call. 

Since I always want to wake up with a beautiful girl next to me...

You think that i'm crazy right?

Since I do those foolish thing..~

I know it's foolish.. but i'm too shy too xD xD

When the next month started I want to begin to talk to you.. and on your birthday.. 

I will ask you to be my girlfriend..~

So be patient ^___^

kkk~ what to do?

It's so embarassing v.v

Oh! I almost forgot..

You're definitely curious who told me about your love...

It was Hyuna... and that's why I've got your address.

She wrote it on a piece of paper.~~

And If we're finally boyfriend and girlfriend.

YOU WILL LOVE KAI ALSO (of course in a friend-love way ^___^)

He's the best friend I've ever had.

He's a little heart breaker but he's nice & cares like a hyung over me...

 

~ Lu Han, I love you~

 

 

I got teary. If I would have ASKED him to date me?

We would both walked on the street and would be death now.. together.

 

"Where did you get it?" I asked Kai while crying. "Kai?.. Kai?"

I looked beside me... He's crying.

That's the first time to see him crying. He stopped.

"It was in his school bag."

".. why did I got it so late?" I sobbed.

"I couldn't find you.. since he was hit to death by this fuc*ing car. you didn't went to school!!!!"

 

 

 

 

Lu Han:

Sorry, for being careless.

If I would have seen the car. I would be save. But i'm not.

I'm so sorry. I really wanna hug you.. a warm embrace.

It's all what I need from you. A simple kiss...

And I could have die in this way.