After crying you got up from your chair and your dad stared at you.   "What are you gonna do now, Saeyoung?" He asked. "I don't know. Maybe, some fresh air, will do me good?" You weren't sure and just sighed. Your father could see that you really need some fresh air and agreed.   "Okay. Balcony is just on other side if you walked out, okay? Don't do anything silly. You've finally come back Saeyoumg. So, be careful." He warned. "Araso." You numbly nod and exited the room.   Saebin heard the door unlocked and went to the halls and saw you walking to the balcony, the Princes of EXO peeked over at you too. You were walking there like a zombie and they softened at your desperate self.    Never did they see you so sad before. "You guys should go comfort her. She thinks its her fault that our queen died." Your father came out and sighed. "What?" Baekhyun was shocked.   "You see, our queen risked her life to protect Saeyoung from the Evil Lady. She was dying the time she was a baby and our good and kind-hearted queen gave her life just for our precious Saeyoung to live." The King revealed. Everyone softened at that and was touched by your mom's such touching risk. *Her mother must have loved her a lot.* Chanyeol thought.   Saebin finally spoke, "I'll go talk to her. Maybe you guys should too. Right after I'm done, kay?" Saebin said. "Sure." They nod.    Your father smile. "Good. She needs all the comfort she can get. She thinks its her fault that our queen died. Aigoo. Poor Saeyoung." He sighed and went to the living room.   Saebin just breathed in and took careful steps to you.    "Saeyoung." She said. Your hands are on the railing of the balcony and you were gazing at mid-air. The fresh air hit your face and you felt like you could breathed again.    "Saeyoung, you okay?" Saebin walked to your side and asked again. Seeing that you're not okay.    "I'm.. fine." You numbly replied. "You don't sound, okay." She pointed and followed your gaze. You were looking down at the ground and Saebin panicked. "You're not thinking about suicide, are you?!"    "No, unnie. Why would I waste omma's precious life to me?" You eyed her. Saebin sighed in relief. "Oh thank goodness."    "Unnie," You finally said. "Hmm?" She looked at you. You looked at her and asked, "Are you mad at me?"