It's sunday morning and I cannot remember the last time I woke up with a very bad headache. I guess, dito na naibuhos lahat ng stress at pagod ko for this week. 

Not gonna lie, this week's ed up. From my Dad's pagpipilit na magtake over daw muna ng newly opened branch ng business niya, to having drinks with my friends at the bar last night. Hindi ko nga maalala kung paano ako nakauwi?

WHERE'S GCelle

(Jeno): morning guys! kamusta?

(Mark): forgot to update last night i'm so drunk!

(Jeno): dude you're so wasted!

(You): who drove me home? my head's killing me tf!

(Yeji): me! gosh I thought sesermonan ako ni Tita lol she was awake and she said she's waiting for you to come home

(Jeno): where's Minju?

(Yeji): she's prolly at work na

(Minju): present! sorry guys forgot to update too! nasa cafe na ako now hahahaha

(You): thank you for last night guys! talk to y'all later xoxo

(Minju): feel better, Rina!

Ugh! I feel like vomiting but, i'm still lazy to get out from bed.

I was about to cover my body with my blanket until i heard a loud knock from from my door. 

"Rins?" I saw my sister peeking from my bedroom door. 

"Are you up? Your girlfriend's downstairs. Hindi mo ba alam? Get up now!"

What the hell? How can I know? I broke up with her last night. What is she doing here? And yeah ofcourse, wala pang alam family ko na break na kami.

I immediately got out of bed and made my way sa bathroom to fix myself. I look like !

That was the fastest shower I had all my life. Usually, it takes 30-45 mins. for me take a bath. Well, kasama na doon skincare routine ko but right now, 15-20 mins lang ako naligo and nag ayos, 

I saw Chaehyun, my ex, playing with pita, our cat sa living room and even having a little chit-chat with my sister. 

I stood in front of her. "What are you doing here?"

"Rina!" she was about to hug me, but I made a step backward. "Let's talk please? i'm begging you. Just one last chance." I scoffed after hearing what she said. Iniwan na rin kami ni Ate Jisoo.

One last chance huh? I think, 5 chances na yung nabigay ko sa kanya lol and this time, sure na akong ayaw ko na.

Kasama na sa buong week ng pagod ko ang away-bati namin ni Chaehyun.

I do understand that she's very busy with work kase, siya na din nagha-handle ng isang business ng Mom niya. What I don't understand is, simpleng updates lang, hindi pa niya mabigay?

Hindi naman ako nagde-demand ng minu-minutong updates 'coz wala lang, di naman masyadong kailangan. Kung nasaan lang siya at safe siya, okay na sa akin 'yun. 

I'm not quite sure if she's aware na I browse my socmed accounts whenever I have time, at nakikita ko minsan mga pinaggagagawa niya.

Last thursday kase, nagsabi siya na nagyaya daw friends niya mag-pobla sa Makati. I told her na she can go and just update me kung nandon na siya or kapag pauwi na. Nakita ko naman sa ig stories ng friends niya na they're all having fun. I even saw a vid of her singing her lungs out. Pero, after that, wala na akong narinig sa kanya. A single text won't hurt? What if may nangyare, diba?

Guess what? she texted me the next day telling me na she slept at Youngeun's condo with two other friends. Psh! That Youngeun girl really be testing my patience. I'm not that dumb to not notice na may gusto siya sa girlfriend ko. Lagi niya niyayaya maglunch, maghangout or kung ano pa yung gf ko. 

Sa totoo lang, when I confronted my gf about this issue with her friend, sabi niya wag na daw namin pagusapan kase wala naman daw siyang ibang gugustuhin kundi ako lang. 

Duh! Ako na 'to? lol is that how they say it on the internet now?

She called me when I didn't reply to her nung sinabi niyang she slept at Youngeun's.

I wasn't jealous, okay? I was pissed. I was pissed to the point na ayaw ko na muna siya replayan. 

"Look babe, I'm sorry, okay? Hindi ko na nahawakan phone ko. Lahat kami tipsy and pagod na." I told her it's fine. Atleast I know she's safe. 

"Dinner tayo tomorrow? Bawi ako sa'yo babe, ha? I'll pick you up after work. I love you."

Then dinner came. She picked me up sa house and even hugged my parents bago kami umalis. 

We chose Pizzulu dito sa BGC for dinner since we're both craving for their pizza.She was so happy telling me about their 'ganaps' nung nightout nila.

Hindi niya siguro napapansin na halos katuwaan lang nila ni Youngeun yung nababanggit niya. The hell I care? Ano gusto niya iparating?

She excused herself and made her way sa bathroom.

I was busy munching on my Black Truffle Mushroom Pizza, when suddenly, my gf's phone vibrated.

I saw that the message was from Youngeun. Hindi ako pakialamera, pero hindi ko na matiis.I immediately unlocked her phone and read the message.

From: Youngeun (work) 

What time ka punta here sa condo? Can't wait to see and hug you :( iwan mo na gf mo!

IS SHE CRAZY? ANG KAPAL NG MUKHA!

Ayoko sanang masira ang date namin pero, sirang sira na siya. As much as I wanted to have a peaceful dinner with her, nawalan na talaga ako ng gana.

As soon as she got back, I told her na I wasn't feeling well and gusto na umuwi. Sabi niya, ihahatid niya daw ako.

Pinigilan ko siya.

"I just booked a grab and, oh! nandiyan na siya. Baka kase malate ka sa pagkikita niyo ni Youngeun. She's expecting you at her condo tonight, right? Tell her you're on your way now. I'm done here. Take care!"

She was too stunned to speak and checked her phone immediately.

"R-rina...it's not what you think it is! Hear me out."  she held my wrist, stopping me from entering my grab ride.

"It's what I think it is, Chaehyun! Bitawan mo nga ako! We're over. I don't wanna see you again." I slammed the car door and groaned out of frustration. 

Chaehyun has been a good girlfriend to me, it's true. But as time passed by, she was slowly changing too. I love her, I really do. That's why I tried to save our relationship. I accepted all her flaws and gave her a lot of chances para magbago. But what happened to dinner tonight was my last straw. I felt like, I wasn't enough for her anymore.

"That's bull. Get out of here, Chaehyun and leave me alone!" I left her sa living room at umalis ng bahay. I drov