Prologue: Hanggang Dito Na Lang Ba?

The One I Once Loved
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"Ayoko na," yun ang sabi mo. 

 

Paulit-ulit itong tumatakbo sa isip ko, at hindi ko mapigilan ang magtanong, "Seryoso ka ba?" dahil alam kong hindi ito ang taong minahal ko. 

 

Or are you? 

 

Are you the same girl that I fell in love with? 

 

"Mahal…" pagtawag niya, at hindi ko mapigilan ang ngumiti dahil kita ko sa mga mata niya, wala na. 

 

"Mahal ang tawag mo sa 'kin," pagsimula ko, at nang tignan ko uli siya ay hindi na niya ako matignan ulit. "Pero hindi mo na ako mahal, 'di ba?" 

 

Hindi ka nakasagot. 

 

Nakatitig ka lang sa akin na parang nasa mukha ako ang salitang dapat mong isagot sa napakadami kong tanong, pero ni isang salita ay hindi ko narinig mula sa'yo. 

 

"Ano, ganun na lang?" tanong ko ulit, pero pareho lang reaksyon mo; you're staring at me again, but not in the way I want it to be. 

 

Hindi ka ulit nakasagot. 

 

"Mukha nga…" I say, at kahit gusto kong hawak an ang mga kamay mo, kahit gusto kitang yakapin ng mahigpit, hindi ko magawa. 

 

Mahal, bakit parang ang layo-layo mo na? 

 

"Please…" pagmamakaawa ko, "Magsalita ka naman. Say anything. Curse me, hurt me, wala na akong pakielam. Say anything else, other than the silence you're giving me right now." 

 

You purse your lips, and for the nth time this ni

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forgotme #1
Chapter 18: Grabe nman mapanakit..
Wala bang part 2 ung continuation 😁✌️
sluggiebearr
#2
Chapter 18: wtf did i just read 😭😭😭😭😭 ang sakit sakit ng puso ko sobra ano to
xantheaverielle
#3
Chapter 18: Sobrang sakit ng fic na 'to. Cried too much from reading this. So beautifully written and so painfully good. Made me realize so much. Thank you for this work, author!
Reveluvteddy #4
Chapter 18: This is really good. Hurt so good 💔
seulsbear
#5
Chapter 5: Ang ganda ng story na 'to! Nasa chapter 4 pa lang ako pero parang may ib-binge read ako ngayon😭

This story deserves more comments and reads! I'm guessing the reason why di gaanong kilala 'tong story na 'to even tho it's so good is because you didn't put a "seulrene" tag on its own sa description. I was only able to find this story through twitter :((
RVSone0105
963 streak #6
Chapter 5: Haist talaga seulrene!! Panindigan niyo rin ang kilig ko sa inyo, galawin niyo na ang barko juseyo 🥺 missed ko na kayo 😭
spagtitty #7
Chapter 18: Thank you so much for this masterpiece, author. I never knew I needed a beautifully written fic in my life. god im so glad dementia runs in my family and because of that i can read this again and again and again and experience catharsis 🧎🏻‍♀️
spagtitty #8
Chapter 14: ṣ̸̛̺̞̯̬̍̏̓̀̅̚̕e̶̘̤̪̟̭̰͑ư̵̳̱̥̙͆͐̌͋̂̈̈̅̍l̵̥̓͐̈́̓̌̃͂̅͝r̶̯͇̪͓͈̭̫̟̉͑͛̏̿̊è̶̛̙̙̭̖̦͐̀̓̐̓̓̇̀ņ̷̖͈̱͍͗́ê̵̬̗̪̫̆́̍͆͛͠f̷͈̹̜̦͍̱̉͐̉̅̈́̃̚͠l̵̫͂͗͆͌̈́̎̃̎͝ủ̶̡̡̻͈̠̤f̵̰̬͎͚͇̯̓̈́̌ͅf̵̡͓̙͕͓̞̳̞̀̍͋̚͜͜͝