# 11

Magician
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Shimkoong is at the Parks'. Without Leeteuk. She's already growling...

"Koongie, did you poop today?"

"Babe, don't do that to her..." Donghae tells Hyukjae.

"Hae, it's because she likes to scold me..." Hyukjae's crouched in front of her. "Did Teukkie not give you any kisses?"

The little dog barks. Tries to bite Hyukjae's toes. He giggles. Gives her his sleeve instead.

"Are you sad because Teukkie's left you?"

Koongie gets louder.

"He's having fun without you, isn't he?" Hyukjae says. Picks Koongie up. She's still trying. To rip his sleeve off. "Do you want to bite my fingers, Koongie? Will that make you feel better?"

"Aw," Mrs. Park says. "He'll come get you tomorrow, Koongie. Hi Donghae, dear." She passes by them. "One moment, I need to show you something."

"Oh!" Hyukjae says. "Is it those cards--" He's moved to hurry after her. Donghae grabs his arm. Pulls him back.

"She said one moment," Donghae mutters. "That means wait."

"I knoow what that means, and she always lets me -- Koongie, stop now, I like this shirt."

Mr. Park chuckles from the kitchen. Donghae moves Hyukjae to the couch. Embarrassed. Koongie jumps out of Hyukjae's arms. Scurries away.

"What cards, babe?" Donghae asks Hyukjae. There was a picture of a little cardboard box. In the groupchat. Donghae wasn't sure who the message was for.

"Oooh, right, you weren't here -- Mama Park once said she knows someone who handwrites invitations because I told her you always say I have nice writing so -- oh!"

Mrs. Park has returned. She's holding a small box. It's the same one from the picture.

"I got this today," she says. She pulls a side table closer. Sets the box on it. Sits beside them. She opens it up. "I just want you to see them so you get an idea. These are the kinds of invites he makes, and it's all by hand."

Mrs. Park lays out several cards. Envelopes. Pages. Of different designs. They all have a distinct style. Donghae's still confused.

What's this about?

"Oh..." Hyukjae says.

"What's the matter, Hyukkie?" Mrs. Park says.

"But Mama Park, I don't write like this..." he mumbles. "I m-mean I could try copying, but it won't be perfect unless I use magic..."

"Oh, no, sweetie, you don't have to copy it exactly," Mrs. Park says. "You'd just write it your way."

"But my handwriting isn't pretty... I guess it's just neat..."

"Hyukkie, here, I want you to try this." Mrs. Park reaches into the box. She takes out a few blank designed sheets. "Why don't you take these home and write something on them -- however you'd like -- and I'll show them to my friend? If her son likes them, then you can help him write some."

"Oh," Donghae says. "Is this for a job?"

Mrs. Park smiles. "Not for certain... it was just an idea, so I thought he could try... if he wants."

Donghae's suddenly excited. He reaches for the invites. Examines them.

"Hyukjae, this is a great idea -- I could even design some templates for you, and then you can just copy them and write everything else on them by hand."

Hyukjae gasps. "Copy them by magic?"

"It's the same result, Hyukkie -- but if you're not comfortable, we could send them to a print shop."

Mrs. Park nods enthusiastically. "I think you'd be great at it, Hyukkie. If you'd like to do it yourself, we could set up an online account for you, and you would just accept orders."

"Okay, it's great, yes," Mr. Park says. He's joined too. "But let's leave him to think about it." He smiles down at Hyukjae. "Just try writing on a few, check out what others are doing online, and then see how you feel."

Donghae places the envelopes back. Hyukjae's still pouting unsuredly.

"He's right. Just think about it."

"Yeah, there's no pressure, dear," Mrs. Park says. "We're still going to look around for any other little jobs you could do."

Hyukjae smiles a bit then. "Oh. Okay. Thank you." He blinks up at Mr. Park. "But I don't know how to check out the online..."

The man laughs. He leans down to ruffle Hyukjae's hair.

"That's alright, son. You tell any of us and we'll help."

Hyukjae's smile gets bigger. His gums shine. "Okay! Thank you!" He gets to his feet. "Is Mama Saeron okay? Can I see her? I want to know what she thinks!"

"Yes, she's in her room -- but dinner's in half an hour. Actually, why don't you bring her out and sit here?"

"Okay!"

 

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Donghae helps Mr. and Mrs. Park prepare dinner. Hyukjae's managed to calm Koongie. The dog's quiet now. She sits on the couch. Glares at Hyukjae. Then at Grandma Park. Who's conversing with Hyukjae. She appears a little tired. But she has a smile on her face.

"Hyukkie..." Donghae hears her say. "I've made you so many dumplings, dear."

"Oh, I love your dumplings!" Hyukjae says. "Are there enough for Papa Sangchul?"

Donghae glances around quickly. There are no dumplings. Mr. Park notices him. Gives him a smile. Shakes his head lightly.

"Just go along with it," he says. "We've learned that's best for her."

"Did the doctor say anything?" Donghae asks. Quietly.

"Yeah, she's actually not too bad," Mr. Park murmurs. He looks up towards his mother. "Her physical health is better. If she's kept in a good mood, we can get her to do more, and then she's almost fine." He places a few dishes down. "Hyukjae must look the same as when she had him... and he understands what she's talking about when she recalls that time."

Donghae nods slowly. Smiles.

"Mother?" Mr. Park calls. "Dinner's ready. Koongie, princess, you come and sit right here, okay?"

The dog turns her head away. Hyukjae laughs. Pecks her head.

"If you act like a brat, no one will like you, Koongie. Even if you're cute. Right, Mama Saeron?"

Donghae goes to them. He holds Grandma Park's arm gently. Helps her to her feet.

"Oh, what a beautiful man..." she says. Pats his hand. "I can get up myself, but thank you, dear."

Donghae blinks. Realizes. She doesn't recognize him. Hyukjae's stood too. His eyes are on them. They appear sad.

"Thank you, grandma," Donghae says. "You're beautiful too."

"What's your name?"

"Donghae. I'm Leeteuk's friend."

"Leeteuk...?" Grandma Park frowns. She turns to Hyukjae. "Do you know this handsome man, Hyukkie?"

Hyukjae replaces his worried expression. Smiles gummily.

"This is my Donghae, Mama Saeron! I love him soo much!"

Grandma Park looks at Donghae again. Her face brightens. "Oh, then you should love my Hyukkie, too. He needs a lot of love."

"You're right, grandma," Donghae says. He leads her to the table. "And I do love him a lot."

Hyukjae places Koongie in her dog bed. Pets her head. To keep her calm. Donghae helps Grandma Park into her seat.

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OdetteSwan
929 streak #1
Chapter 19: He's trying to find his purpose now that he isn't restrained.
Thank you so much for the update.
yanHae15
140 streak #2
Chapter 19: Oh! Hi! It's been a while! I miss them!
But Hyukkie is sad and struggling. I hope he doesn't see what they're doing for him as something negative. They do it with pur intentions and so, if there's any problem, it will be better to communicate. He shouldn't keep everything to himself 🥹🥹
fullofwish
1539 streak #3
Chapter 19: Hyukjae is struggling with so much. Seems like he feels bad whether he keeps it to himself or shares it, so it's understandable he's not sure what the best thing to do is. He and Donghae are really so considerate of each other, to a fault. Half of the issue is that they just want to please the other person at the possible expense of what they themselves want. Not sharing the things that are unpleasant. Hyuk now has more awareness and is worried that's what Donghae is always doing, but he is doing it too by not really sharing his true concerns. Worried Donghae will feel more responsible or burdened to find a solution for him.

Still think they can work through things best together, though. At least, Hyukjae seems more lost and afloat when he retreats into his lonely mind and the insidious draw of more powerful magic between the difficult memories and realizations. Even though Hyuk is better at self-regulating than he was when he would literally transform to protect himself whenever overwhelmed or threatened, he still needs trustworthy people to keep him grounded and remind him to tread safely, and Donghae has been that constant person he needed for a while. Maybe Hyukkie needs to express the things he needs that are different now, if that's the case. Like Donghae being more open with his own wants and needs instead of only prioritizing Hyukjae.
HelenDamnation #4
Chapter 19: Well from the sound of it, it may be the only parenting he got growing up was the time with Hazel. The rest of the time there's a whole lot of trauma he needs to recover from on top of his entire world basically having disappeared.

He's very helpful and considerate. He seems to be having trouble that realizing that is actually worth a lot. But he's at the age, isn't he, based on your notes, to be thinking that if he doesn't do something big then none of it counts. It would probably help if somebody explained to everyone in this story that constantly treating someone like they're fragile and about to break into a million pieces is going to be destructive to their mental health, even when you mean in the best way possible. :-)
ldh2013 #5
Chapter 19: Everytime Hyukjae felt threatened, he retreated into becoming a mannequin. It's no wonder that everyone, especially Donghae, has been trying really hard to make sure he feels safe. Being constantly worried over can be trying and Hyukjae appears to be feeling guilty about it. Adapting to the current world isn't that easy. Technically, Hyukjae doesn't have that much experience living (not being a manniquin). I think his only "work" experience was ever as a helper but the people around him now don't really "need" him to help them.
HelenDamnation #6
Chapter 18: So Hyukjae feels like he doesn't belong where he is, which is natural to have to process...but then in MM&YxMagician, he finds out there are DonghaexHyukjae couples everywhere he looks...so maybe that'll help? Help him feel he's where he's supposed to be?

Edit: I really, really like how you're showing some things many people experience that rarely get talked about in fiction, if ever. Like the sense of grief and loss when you get old enough to realize that you can't actually read all the books there are or learn all the things, much less do them fast enough. Or the fact that there's a lot to do with where you really can't fully imagine how it feels until you try it, which can create some shocks, both good and bad ones -- I've never seen that covered in conventional publishing (or at least only the ic surprises, never the reverse). I've been reading fanfiction for less than two years, but I'm constantly impressed at how fanfiction authors just go right ahead and cover what is missing from print media that really needs to be said and portrayed.
kiwicolada
1599 streak #7
Chapter 18: And here I'm sitting and thought that Hyukkie already coped amazingly with his past. I really thought he was fine living in the present, with Donghae and the Parks. That he's still suffering inside and feels lost in place is sad to read. Thinking about it, he lost so many time while he was surviving as mannequin during the centuries. And when we think twice there must be a century old between him and Hae. No wonder he feels out of time. But he did so well and everyone made sure to tell him this. But sometimes it's normal to feel this way, not belonging to this place and time when we think where Hyukjae's coming from.

I'm amazed that Hyukkie could feel Hae's biggest fear. That he could turn into a mannequin again. This shows how strong their bond is. Even the century old . A deep and strong love. As if they're destined to each other. Like it was his fate to sleep as mannequin until he could meet Donghae. Aside from all the horrible experiences Hyukkie did in the former century, I like the idea that Hyukkie and Hae were meant to be. But the deep sadness in Hyukkie is hard to handle for Donghae. The thing is Donghae can do what he wants, he can't heal Hyukjae from this sadness. Not alone. And deep inside there will always be a tiny piece of sadness that will reminds Hyukkie's that he's a surprise from another century.

It's been a while a chapter went so deep. Thank you for writing and sharing this ❤️
fullofwish
1539 streak #8
Chapter 18: So curious (worried) about what Teukie is worried about. Hope it is just because Hyuk sent him some possibly weird or sad texts before and not anything more.

The way Hyukkie's feeling is understandable. He's always so bright and energetic, but the more he grows and learns the more he comes to terms with reality. How could he not feel out of place? He's literally from the past, with magic no one else (that we know of) has, and has a lot of uncertainty still. It must feel so lonely and hard, no matter much Donghae and the Parks love and take care of him. It's no one's fault. It will just take time and patience for Hyukjae to figure things out and really find his place. To not be so harsh on himself for not being good at everything right away. As much as it breaks Donghae's heart to see him upset and struggling, it's a relief he's opening up about this.

Kethryveris
#9
Chapter 18: Hyuk, s'inquiète et se sent mal, j'espère que Hae va vite lui rendre sa joie de vivre. Merci 💙
kiwicolada
1599 streak #10
Chapter 17: Hyukkie is such a sweetheart. All concerned about the safety of Donghae's work. Even kisses have no priority in that moment. What a cute weatherman. And Donghae is all happy and forgot about that horrible night before. This is how their trip should be. I like this chapter a lot ❤️ Thank you for sharing and a belated happy new year ^^