"there's no what if for me tho.."
"I've been loving you for years..
"I don't know how to look at my world differently ever since then"
"I do love you, right now, I really do"
[ notes ] this might be just another angst one shot with an open ending. Huge amount of grammatical and spelling errors for the love of god because I'm just releasing this one shot to clear off my google documents, yeah, i'm going to stop writing yada yada and I don't wanna keep this story in my draft anymore.