Teen Idle

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Description

I don't like to talk about myself and I don't like being in the spotlight.
Already 17, but still haven't learned the most important thing...how to love myself.

Foreword

°Mood board

°Musical inspiration

Marina and the Diamonds - Teen Idle

°Dedication

To all those who are afraid to take the first step toward a new beginning. Your future needs you.

°Author's note

I wrote this story back in 2019, originally in Russian, but for some reason, I thought it was time to look at it again. I remembered myself three years ago. A lonely girl who was too afraid of changes and just wanted to hang out with her friends, fall in love, and simply have fun without worrying about the future. Unfortunately, every time I thought I knew how my life would turn out, something happened and things got complicated again.

This story is based on my personal experience. We lose friends. We grow up. We change places, languages, hairstyles, but deep down we may not change one bit.

I think I've changed. I've changed a lot. Though sometimes I feel like I'm the same little girl full of anger and fear.

The names of the idols that appear in the story were only used to help you picture the storyline, and have nothing to do with reality. Although I do have a soft spot for Seulgi 'cause I just love her too much lol

Thank you for taking the time to read my work and I hope you'll like it!

- Rainy

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Sphinx_ #1 May 11, 2022 10:14:16

Chapter 1: Aw, I can relate to this Seulgi very much. Back at 17 and even onwards during my college year where most of my friends would talk more about gossip and men. The way Seulgi plays along too, just laughing or agreeing when Joohyun reveals another expose about their friends. And then there are those crushes like Kai who we take notice of but never pursue. Yep, I can definitely relate much with Seulgi, haha. Wishing her find more genuine people in the future tho. She's still 17 and there are more to come for her (though she'd probably not like it if I say that to her, haha.)

That was such a lovely read! thank you for writing <3