[CONTENTID1]Chapter 19[/CONTENTID1]

[CONTENTID2] Crush on you [/CONTENTID2]

[CONTENTID3] Alone [/CONTENTID3]

[CONTENTID4] 

Jungkook didn´t dare to move at all.

He saw his hyung sitting in the corner of the room. He had his arms wrapped around his body and was shaking. His eyes were filled with fear that Jungkook knew well, and his right hand was bleeding from the nails he had clawed into it.

Jungkook took a step forward.

Taehyung started yelling at him and threw everything in his direction that he could reach.

“I can´t get any closer at all...“Jungkook stammered.

He ran down the stairs and grabbed his phone. He was shaking when he typed in a number.

The phone rang... and rang... and rang...

„Jimin!” he yelled into the speaker.

„Does he have an attack?“ Jimin whispered.

“How... do you know that?“ Jungkook stopped in mid-motion and slowed down his pace when he ran upstairs.

„It happens sometimes. He shows a lot of signs before the attacks.“

„COME OVER! This is not funny. He is... crazy!“ Jungkook teared up in anger.

And fear.

„We are on our way. But none of us can enter the room. That´s why his parents and the diva left the house tonight.“

„What the are you talking about? He is freaking out. I… He is scaring me, hyung. I don´t know if I will freak out too.“

„You know what he feels right now. As I said, we can´t enter the room at all. He will snap even more when he sees us. Let him go through this alone. It´s just two or three hours, and he will sleep after it. Just check on him once in a while.“
Jimin hung up.

Jungkook stared at the phone. This was not happening right now.

He squeezed his eyes together when he heard Taehyung´s crying and yelling.

He knew that sound because it echoed in his head every time he had an attack when he was screaming.

Jungkook sat down on the floor in front of Taehyung´s room.

“Hyung?” he asked and twitched when something hit the door.

He tried to suppress it but fe helt his own fear slowly building up.

“Aish…” he whispered and ran downstairs again. He grabbed a pillow and put it over his head.

Taehyung couldn´t see properly.

Some lights.

A sound.

Something hit his lower body, and he started screaming in pain. He touched his waist, and he saw the blood on it when he pulled back his hand.

Jungkook was trembling.

He had managed to ignore Taehyung for about three minutes, and then he couldn´t take his hyung´s rampage anymore.

After another ten minutes, he needed to walk up the stairs and approach the room door, and he had opened it carefully. He waited for several seconds. His body was so tense that he got dizzy, but he knew that his hyung needed help.

He walked carefully to the left and tapped the dim table lamp. 

Taehyung was in front of him.

He was dazed. He was hyperventilating and constantly touching his waist.

His body was lying on the floor, and he stared at a non-exciting spot.

Jungkook was seriously freaking out. As much as he tried to calm down to help Taehyung, he was afraid.

He grabbed the phone again.

It rang a few times.

„Jimin told you we cannot help.“ Hoseok´s voice was sharp, and he seemed out of breath.

„Tell me what to do...“

„I can´t help you.“ Hoseok said again.
„You said you would lead me! That you are my hyung! I feel so useless... I want to help him!“

Jungkook sobbed into the speaker.

„Stay calm. If you panic, he will panic even more. Don´t enter the room. He is strong when he has an attack. And aggressive. We hate it too. But we cannot help him. We will explain it later. We are at the house in five minutes.“ Namjoon hung up.

His head turned around to his hyung. Taehyung was still out of his mind.

- Medicine is in the bathroom, left corner behind the towels –

The diva´s voice popped up in his head, and he ran into the bathroom, found the medicine, and ran back again.

When he entered the room, Taehyung had changed his position. He was sitting in the corner now. His eyes snapped around the whole room. They were kind of... aggressive?

„God... this is insane...“Jungkook mumbled. He knew exactly what he was feeling. What he was going through. He forced his attack down again and tried to get Taehyung´s attention.

“Hyung?“ Taehyung didn´t react, bu