Carnation

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I Am Sorry..

Please Forgive Me, Sorrow

Foreword

Teaser

 

“What did you say?”

 

“Eun Young Ro, the sweet girl from the coffee shop. They said she will come to the group blind date tomorrow”

 

“Who?”

 

“That sweet little Korean girl working at the 365 Days café, during our visit to New York last time, remember? Aaa, that’s right. When we went there the last time, Young Ro was sick and she was off duty.”

 

“Aaaa..... So, you need me to be there tomorrow because....?”

 

“Because our friend Min Soo here really want the blind date to happen and, they said if we can find four people for tomorrow, they will try their best to ask her to come”

 

“I don’t buy it”

 

“Fine, Sora want you to come, as for return, they will bring her too” Min Soo answered lazily, losing hope about tomorrow blind date thingy. Min Soo start packing his books and shove them into his bag. He knew, well almost everyone knew that Soo Ho didn’t really want to cross path with this Sora girl since that embarrassing incident at the gathering party last fall.

 

“Where?”

 

Min Soo freeze for a moment. Wait, what? Baek San almost drop his file onto the table.

“So, me, you and Baek San, and let me guess, Tae Il?”

 

“As expected from a genius guy. Yes, us four. 9am, to New York we go. And please we are using your car tomorrow”

 

“Wait, what? New York? My car? What? Why? Are you crazy?”

 

“Crazy in love, my man, crazy in love”

 

Just like that, Min Soo and Baek San disappear into thin air. Well, actually they got third period in another five minutes.

 

What a bunch of stupid friends, hehe.

So.....

Eun Young Ro..... Young Ro....

If there is one word to describe her, that would be.....

Summer? Ray of sunshine? That’s three words, pabo.

Of course I remember her.

That day....

 

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“Young-ro yah, please come with us tomorrow. Min Soo Oppa really want to have a proper talk with you”

 

“Do I have too? I already rejected him politely every time he come to the coffee shop”

 

“Well, he said that he still wants to at least talk to you and have a nice coffee together. Not just you serving him or what so ever. Please, if you come with us, I promise to take your night shift the whole week, next week. So, please?”

 

“I am not good with....”

 

“Yah, two years has passed since you came to the United State, and you never went out with us, not even once. Are we not friends? Are we just your housemate? Your boring classmate? Let’s spend our last year together with great things and create memories, shall we?”

 

“Sora-ya, I’m.....”

 

“Young-ro yah, don’t tell me you still thinking about that man, your first love?”

 

“I’m......”

 

“Just give it a chance. Sometimes, you need to let go, even if it hurts. You need to overcome the heartache, and forget the reasons you cried, and who caused the pain. Oh, btw, we do hear you crying at night, you know.”

 

“Really?”

 

“The wall is not that thick. You never even told us his name or show us his picture. This is the only thing we can do to help you. Anyway, just come with us tomorrow. If you are not uncomfortable, then we can go home and cancel the date. It is okay.”

 

“I’ll go. But please tell me the reason why this blind date is so important to you.”

 

“Well, do you know Soo Ho oppa from Yale University, the one that performed during the Korean Student Association fall gathering last year? Min Soo oppa said that he will come if... errr if .... Long story short, he will come. Well, I don’t know if you remember him or not since you were too busy playing with the kids that time. Is this fate or is this a sign from the above, I don’t know. So, please be ready tomorrow at 2pm, Jin Ri will pick you up.”

 

“Arraseo, Omma”

 

“Ne, kamsahamnida”

 

Soo Ho..... Soo Ho-shi....

Out of all the names, why must this name. I’ll just smile and laugh at everything they said, and finish all those fried potatoes, and go home. Perfect plan.

But,

Will I be, okay?

 

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"I will never be good enough for you, am I?"

"I am sorry, but I told you many times before....." Teardrops can't stop falling from Young Ro beautiful eyes. Her view become blurry. Her head is in pain.She can feel that Soo Ho is taking a step towards her.

"Please don't cry, don't waste your tears because of me, jaebal" As Soo Ho tried to pull her into a warm hug, Young Ro take a little step back.

"Please, don't come near me. Just... just let me go..."

"How can I let you go...... how can I....." He tried to keep his tears from falling.

"I'm only gonna tortured both of us"

"Young-ro yah....."

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AnaleeM #1
I beg you 👏 for the first chapter please
Nassira #2
Great story
Anupama #3
Was waiting for someone to upload haesoo story....Thank u so much 🤛
unicornzxc_ #4
awaiting the first chapter!!