Third Person Pov

Today Seulgi decided to visit her daughter’s grave cause it’s been 4 years since he visit Yerim he knew that her daughter will not gonna be happy if she see that her parents are totally break apart to each other but he can’t do anything what done is done now and they have their own life now the only thing he can do is to apologize and talk to Yerim in her grave.

Yerim really want a little siblings so he wants to tell that she has now and it’s not just one younger sibling but 3 siblings and maybe another one again in the future. Although Mina is not her biological sister Seulgi think that they would become close if only Yerim is still alive.

Yerim papa is sorry kung ngayon lang kita binisita sana maintindihan mo na marami ng nagbago alam kong malungkot ka sa nangyari sa amin ng mama mo, but don’t forget that I love you my eldest and first child. But don’t worry I will visit you again and I will intoduce your younger siblings to you and your mommy Jennie.

Yerim you know that I loved your mom but our Journey is over I hope you can forgive us I’m happy now cause papa is not hurt anymore and the reason is your mommy Jennie she give me a reason to love again and believe that I can be happy again despite of what happened from the past. Baby please pray for your mama that she can find her happiness now even it’s not me. You know that mama can be so stubborn so let’s pray she can find someone who can make her happy again I didn’t blame your mama anymore what happened to us is just a trial if we fail then cry afterwards you have to find yourself again and that’s what I’m doing when your mama and papa took another path it’s just were not destined to each other and there is someone na talagang makakasama namin or ibang tadhana talaga ang meron kami.

Seulgi said while caressing the thumb stone of his daughter he is sorry na ngayon lang sya nakabisita sa himlayan ng anak pero kahit kailan hindi nya tinanggal sa kanyang isipan ang anak nila ni Irene sa totoo lang natatakot sya noon na baka nag hihinagpis sa kabilang buhay ang anak dahil sa nangyayari sa kanyang mama at papa pero maybe baka naiintindihan nya na ang nangyari dahil wala silang control sa mga nangyayari.

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Flashback when Yerim is still alive

Papa, Mama look I learn to write and aunty Wendy said my handwriting is good. Yerim said with her cheerful tone seeing their child smile is worth it; When Irene get pregnant her parents went ballistic cause Irene is still studying and second they don’t like Seulgi for their daughter but Irene is really adamant to be with Seulgi so she moved in with the man that she love and she never regret it because Seulgi treat her like a queen even though Seulgi have a difficulties because of many jobs he didn’t forget about Irene and their child he showered them love.

Oh our baby is awesome like Mama and Papa were so proud of you. But please baby don’t grow so fast Mama and Papa still not prepared to let you go especially when you go to school. Irene said in very dramatic way but for Seulgi it was precious because he knew Yerim will become adult someday and have her friends to go outside and hangout she will also have her own secrets when the time comes.

Habang nakatingin lang si Seulgi sa kanyang mag mag ina hindi nya mapigilang hindi ma-guilty dahil hindi nya kayang maibigay ang lahat ng gusto ng kanyang anak especially ang mapag aral sa magandang school ang anak lalo na ay matalino ito at nanghihinayang sya sa magandang opportunity kapag nakapag aral sa mataas na kalidad ng pagtuturo. While Seulgi still spacing out he didn’t notice Irene is on his side and hugging him.

Bear ang lalim ng iniisip mo. Nag aalalamg sabi ng kanyang asawa sa totoo lang madali lang kay Irene malaman kung may gumugulo sa kanyang asawa dahil nasubok na sila ng mga pagsubok at mga rejection sa kanilang relasyon maraming may tutol sa pagmamahalan nila. Ang maganda lang ay pinanghawakan nila ang bawat isa kaya ngayon magkasama na sila at nabiyayaan pa ng isang cute na bata sa totoo lang natakot sya na baka iwan sya ni Seulgi dahil masyado pa silang bata when they have her at early age.

Nalulungkot lang ako dahil kapag may gustong bilhin ang anak natin ay hindi natin maibigay agad at ngayon na unti unti na syang natututo ay hindi natin sya mapag aral sa isang maayos na school. Sorry bunny kung isang Kang Seulgi lang ang napangasawa mo at hindi isang mayaman na tigapagmana ng isang company para maibigay ang buhay na nararapat sa inyo ng ating anak.

Medyo naiiyak na sabi ni Seulgi kaya mas lalong hinigpitan ni Irene ang pagkakayakap sa mahal nyang asawa. Para kay Irene ke mayaman o mahirap sila wala syang pakealam ang mahalaga kasama nya si Seulgi at anak nila wala na syang ibang hihilingin pa ang masayang pamilya kahit simple lang ang pamumuhay.

Love wag mong sabihin yan dahil sa totoo lang aanuhin naman natin ang yaman kung hindi naman natin laging nakakasama ang anak natin masaya na ako sa simpleng pamumuhay na kasama kayong dalawa kahit mahirap sa una ay nasanay na ako at masaya dahil mas ramdam kong may pamilya akong uuwian at lakas para pagbutihan ang trabaho ko kaya sana love wag mong sabihin na binigo mo kami. Hindi lang ikaw ang dapat nagdadala at nag iisip para sa future natin wag mong aalisin sa puso't isip mo na magkasama tayo palagi sa hirap at ginhawa at mahal na mahal ko kayo.

Paliwanag ni Irene kaya napayakap si Seulgi at binigyan ng masuyong halik sa labi si Irene sa totoo lang hindi nya kakayanin kapag nawala ang dalawa sa kanya kaya alagang alaga sya kanyang prinsesa at reyna na nagbibigay lakas para harapin ang bawat pagsubok thankful sya dahil pinagtagpo ang isang Seulgi at isang dyosa na si Irene at ngayon may prinsesa pa sila.

Ma, Pa hug me too ang daya nyo kayo lang. Natawa naman yung dalawa at lumapit na din sa kanilang anak para yakapin dahil nag pout ito ng makita ni Yerim na sobrang sweet ng kanyang mama at papa. Para kay Yerim masaya kahit ganito lang buhay meron sya basta kasama nya ang mga magulang nya at sana magkaroon na sya ng kapatid dahil natutuwa sya kapag may nakikita syang magkapatid na sobrang saya kapag naglalaro kaya sasabihin nya na kung pwede ang iregalo na lang ay kapatid instead na laruan.

Yerim malapit na birthday mo anong gusto para mapag handaan namin ng Papa mo. Tanong ni Irene sa anak tiningnan naman ni Yerim ang mga magulang at ngumiti kaya napangiti narin ang dalawa sa anak at naghihintay kung ano ang hihingiin nito ngunit ang ngiti na namumutawi sa mga labi nila ay napalitan ng windang at hiya sa sinabi ng anak.

Mama, Papa I want baby sister or baby brother on my birthday please we have 4 months so there is no way you can’t give me a baby brother or sister. My classmate said you don’t need to go in shop to have baby her mama and dad did some kind of magic so that my classmate have a baby brother. Yerim explained to them but inside of both her parents mind they want to kill who's brat give that kind of idea to their baby girl.

Ah baby I think me and your papa are going to talk a very long talk before we gave you a baby or sister. Irene said while blushing hard, they can’t explain to their baby on how the baby made because it’s too early for her to learn that. Irene look at Seulgi who also blushing hard the truth they want another baby again but from now they want to focus on Yerim especially their starting to build their own career now in order to secure their daughter's future so having a baby now is too risky now but they can’t let Yerim sad especially she is the one who wants a younger siblings.

Baby right now we can’t give you a baby sibling maybe 2 years from now but right now we want to prepare everything for you so please forgive Mama and Papa if we are not yet ready to have another baby.

Promise me Mama, Papa once you were ready can you give me a baby brother or sister. Yerim said to their parents and the two nodded and hug their only daughter they are glad that Yerim understand them so once their stable then they will start to give her a younger sibling.

We promise baby so please for now let Mama and Papa focus on you and even you grown up your still our baby. Seulgi said to his daughter and then he give them a bear hug his queen and his princess.

End of Flashback

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Baby Yerim someday your going to meet Baby Mina, Daniel and Seungwoo they are your baby brothers and sister I hope in your next life you will be my daughter again if that happen again I will protect you. Seulgi said with tears he really miss his daughter so much he kne