Super Junior is going to held a Beyond Live concert today. Kyuhyun needs to look happy because his fans going to see him even it is just an online concert. "I don't want to go... " Kyuhyun said. Kyuhyun doesn't want to go--no, he doesn't want to meet Ryeowook. "It's have been 4 years but everything doesn't change, haihh" Kyuhyun continues. Kyuhyun's love for Ryeowook is still the same and never changes. For 4 years, he just acts cool in front of Ryeowook and others. His relationship with Ryeowook has been a secret that their two keep for years. The reason that leads to them break up is nonsense. It's not like Kyuhyun stop loving Ryeowook but he had to end the relationship. Yes, Kyuhyun is the one that wants the relationship to end.

 

Ryeowook comes to the concert hall early than other members like always. He put his bag on the table in the waiting room and wait for the rest to come. Kyuhyun arrived at the place and was shocked by Ryeowook's presence. "Hi, Ryeowook" Kyuhyun said to make the situation less awkward. "Oh! Hii" Ryeowook that shocked by Kyuhyun's presence reply to Kyuhyun's words. Kyuhyun walked past Ryeowook and sit on the chair in the corner of the waiting room. Kyuhyun takes out his phone and plays a game so that he does not feel the awkward feeling that is circulating in the room. Then other members arrive one by one. Super Junior start changes their clothes and wears makeup. 

 

Super Junior start their rehearsal a few hours before the actual concert start. Kyuhyun tried to avoid doing skinship or talk with Ryeowook but he can't avoid that and need to pretend there was no awkward situation between them. Ryeowook also doing the same thing as Kyuhyun do. Even 4 years had passed, but they still feel uncomfortable with each other. For 4 years, they pretend to be close with each other in front of fans and members. The concert is doing well. One song play after another song ends. The ment, of course, doing very well, it's Super Junior concert. The experience that they had over these 16 years made them being how they are now.

 

The last song is playing. Shining star-- a beautiful song that suits the atmosphere now. They have such a wonderful voice that makes all ELF melt with their voice. They all say their last word when Shining star song end. The concert went smoothly. No technical errors or other problems. The camera stop recording. "Good job everyone!" Super Junior said together to all of the staff. Suddenly a video played on the main screen. A video of a fire that took place in a famous hotel. Everyone starts being confused with the situation right now. The concert ended, but why a video about the fire was played? The staff starts being in chaos, the video can't stop playing. Every button that they press can't stop the video.

 

Kyuhyun saw the video and feels like there is no air right now. Kyuhyun slowly backward and his leg slowly reach the front of the stage. Kyuhyun feels like his chest is tight and he can't breathe. The thing that he doesn't want to remember slowly comes into his mind. Kyuhyun starts to remember what happened that day. His head starts to hurt and he can't help but feel like his face starts wet. "Kyuhyun-ah, are you okay?" Leeteuk ask. Other members are shocked by Kyuhyun situation right now. Heechul understands the situation right now starts looking around and notices a man that he knows well. The man walks towards the exit. Heechul gets off the stage and chases after the man.

 

Leeteuk that worried about Kyuhyun goes to him and hugs Kyuhyun tightly. Leeteuk also understands the situation when he saw Heechul chase someone. "It's okay, hyung always with you. Don't worry, I'll never leave your side. It's okay Kyuhyun-ah" persuade Leeteuk. Kyuhyun cried more when Leeteuk spoke like that. "Hyung... I'm scared" Kyuhyun said with tears in his eyes. "It's okay, don't cry. Hyung will never leave your side" Leeteuk said to make Kyuhyun feel better. Ryeowook can't understand the situation right now. A video about the fire was playing, Kyuhyun cried in Leeteuk's arm and Heechul chases after a man who Ryeowook feels like he knows who the man is.

 

The other members also trying to understand what happened right now. Eunhyuk and Donghae's tears start to come out seeing Kyuhyun like that. Heechul chases after a man and is able to pull the man's shirt. Heechul hit the man right in the face. "Yahh! Where do you think you want to go!!" shouted Heechul angrily. All the staff near them were shocked by Heechul's behavior. The man smirk. "Get out of here? Why? It's such a mess at this place. Why would I stay here?" the man said with an annoying tone. Heechul starts to clenches his fist to stop him from hitting the man in front of him. "After all the mess you made, you want to go..." "I'll never let you go... no, after you apologize to Kyuhyun first or I'll put you in jail" Heechul said in a firm tone. 

 

"You don't have any evidence to say that I do all of this," the man said confidently. Heechul starts to lose his patience. Heechul calls two bodyguards to bring the man near Kyuhyun. The man rolls his eyes and feels annoyed when the bodyguard starts to pull him. Heechul comes near Kyuhyun who still cry in Leeteuk's arm on the stage. Other members feel weird about why Heechul comes with the man that they are familiar with. It's one of they exes managers. Kim Yubin. The man that once took care of them especially Kyuhyun. The man now kneeled in front of them makes their brain can't loading anymore. "Yahh, apologize to Kyuhyun now," Heechul said. 

 

"Why? I don't do anything, why do I have to apologize to him now?" Yubin said to defend himself. Heechul can't hold it anymore. "Yahhh!! It's all happened because of you! Do you see what you do to Kyuhyun? He returned to the dorm crying after his solo concert. He doesn't want to leave his room all day long and kept crying. After all of our persuade he still kept crying alone in his room. For the first time... " Heechul starts crying. "For the first time, he cried so badly. The man that always teasing his hyung and smiles happily after that can't stop crying" Heechul find it too hard to continue. Kyuhyun hears his hyung said hug Leeteuk more tightly and hope all of this is just a nightmare.

 

4 years ago.... 

 

Kyuhyun had his solo concert in Taiwan to say goodbye to his fans before his enlistment. Unfortunately, the hotel he was staying at caught on fire. The staff that followed Kyuhyun that day successfully evacuated from the hotel. Kyuhyun miss the timing to evacuate himself from his room because of his manager. Kim Yubin, his manager. They two have reached the place where the fire happens and trap in that room. Yubin successfully evacuates from there leaving Kyuhyun trap in the room. "I'll go first! Hope you find the exit or... I can say hope you die there" he said then smirk happily. He wants to get his revenge on Kyuhyun. The man that he hates all of his life. Because of Kyuhyun he can't debut and be they manager.

 

The smoke starts making Kyuhyun's head hurt. He inhaled too much smoke in that room. "Where can I find a way to get out from here?" Kyuhyun tried to find all way that he can think. The fire began to range. He needs to find a way to get out of there quickly. "Help! I trap in this room! Someone helps me!!" he shouted with the hope that someone hears him. No one reply. Kyuhyun's dizziness becomes worse. Too much smoke. Kyuhyun tried to ask for help and even knock on the door so that someone notices his whereabouts. The fire began more range. "Teuki hyung... Help me..." Kyuhyun just can think about his hyung to help him. "Please... someone... help me..." Kyuhyun starts to cry.

 

Luckily Kyuhyun finds a way to go out. He used the way to get out from there. Kyuhyun found an emergency stair and use it to go up to his room. He doesn't want to go down-- no he is scared, he knows that Yubin doesn't like him. He knows that Yubin has planned something to kill him. Kyuhyun once overheard Yubin plan to kill him. Since that day he asks his upper to change his manager but it didn't go as his plan. Kyuhyun tried to tell Leeteuk about Yubin plan but lately, Leeteuk was too busy and stress with his work so Kyuhyun can't find the best timing to tell Leeteuk.

 

After the fire was successfully extinguished by firefighters, Yubin comes to Kyuhyun's room and meets Kyuhyun. "Hahh... I thought you die. Why your life is too long?" Yubin said. Yubin can't believe that the man in front of him is still alive. He thought Kyuhyun will die in the fire. The concert in Taiwan went well. Of course, Kyuhyun can't sing perfectly like always cause he inhales too much smoke. When Kyuhyun arrived at his dorm, he locks himself in his room and crying. The manager that lives together with him is weird with Kyuhyun's behavior. He can't go with Kyuhyun to Taiwan because of his work in Korea. Won Youngsun, the manager's name. "Kyuhyun-ah, are you alright?" Yongsun ask. 

 

Yongsun can't tell what happened to Kyuhyun. Is it because of the fire? When he calls Yubin, Yubin said the fire is not too bad and nothing serious happened to Kyuhyun. Yongsun calls Leeteuk and Heechul to help him. When they two arrived at the dorm, Leeteuk straight away go to Kyuhyun's room. Leeteuk tries to open the door but its lock. "Kyuhyun-ah, is anything happened? Tell me what happened to you. Please?" Leeteuk tries to persuade Kyuhyun. "I'm okay, hyung. Don't need to worry me" Kyuhyun said. Leeteuk knows that Kyuhyun didn't okay even 1%. He heard Kyuhyun cried over there. Something must happen but Kyuhyun didn't want to tell. Heechul also tried everything he can do but it fails.

 

All day long they tried to make Kyuhyun tell them what happened. When night comes, Kyuhyun goes out of his room and found three people waiting for him. "Kyuhyun-ah, you know that everyone worried about you!" Heechul said angrily. "Heechul-ah, stop it," Leeteuk said. Kyuhyun starts crying again. The three shocked with Kyuhyun suddenly crying. The tears that too long they didn't see. Kyuhyun tells everything to them. The next day, Yubin has been fired. The company didn't want others to know about this so it has been a secret for them. Even Super Junior members didn't know about this. Just Leeteuk and Heechul kept this secret and everything happened to be a trauma to Kyuhyun. Sometimes he has nightmares about the fire.

 

Flashback end...

 

Now everyone knows what happened. The other members can't believe what they heard. "What? But how? How can this happened?" Yesung ask. He didn't believe what he heard. For 4 years he doesn't know that Kyuhyun suffered. Eunhyuk, Donghae, Shindong, and Ryeowook's tears start to come down. Siwon still froze in his spot. Yesung wants to kill the man that made Kyuhyun suffered. Kyuhyun still hugging Leeteuk and Heechul feeling guilty for Kyuhyun. Heechul thought he was supposed to follow Kyuhyun that day but everything has happened. He can't turn back time to 4 years ago. When Heechul heard the story, he wants to kill Yubin. He wants to kill Yubin but he just can make Yubin fired.

 

Yubin didn't want to apologize to Kyuhyun. "Why am I here? Why did I need to apologize? After all of this happened because of him, why am I the one who needs to apologize?" Yubin said can't believe he was the one that needs to apologize. "Because of him...I can't debut. If he didn't ever think to come to this company, I am the one who debuted instead of him, and now... Hahh, I'm being his manager" Yubin continued. "You know you didn't have a chance at first and you know that Kyuhyun is more qualified than you," Heechul said split the truth. "I'm done with all of this. I can't keep this secret anymore and I'm not going to let go of you" Heechul said and tell the bodyguard to bring Yubin to the police station. He will make Yubin feel sorry for what he does to Kyuhyun.

 

"Kyuhyun-ah, let's go to the waiting room. How about you calm down there and sleep for a while?" Leeteuk asks Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun nods. Leeteuk helps Kyuhyun to stand up and bring him to the waiting room. Leeteuk takes mineral water and gives it to Kyuhyun. "Kyuhyun-ah, sleep for a while. You must be tired after all of this happens" said Leeteuk. Kyuhyun nods and Leeteuk helps him to lie down also cover Kyuhyun with a blanket. Ryeowook has been crying from the beginning till the end. He can't believe this happened to Kyuhyun. Then, the reason why they break up. Why does Kyuhyun tell him that he doesn't love Ryeowook anymore?

 

Several months after the incident happened... 

 

"Kyu, why didn't you reply to my messages or pick up the phone?" Ryeowook asks when Kyuhyun finally picks up his call. "You know that I'm worried about you. I miss you" Ryeowook continues. Kyuhyun didn't reply. "Kyu, are you still over there?" Ryeowook ask. "I'm still here" Kyuhyun answered. "Then why you didn't reply to my question? I'm trying to call you for months but you didn't answer my call. You know that you going to go into the military soon. Do you still love me?" Ryeowook asks with frustration. "Mmm... I don't love you anymore. Sorry, Ryeowook" Kyuhyun end the call. Ryeowook can't believe what he heard. He began to cry and he can't believe that Kyuhyun said the words that he doesn't want to hear all of his life.

 

Kyuhyun lied. He still loves Ryeowook but he had to do that. He thinks it will be better if they break up. He needs time alone and he will go to the military soon. "Ryeowook doesn't need to know this. I don't want to make him worrying me" Kyuhyun said and also Ryeowook is still in the military and he doesn't want to make Ryeowook can't focus on his duty. "All will be better now" Kyuhyun hope.

 

End of the Flashback... 

 

"Heechul hyung, why you didn't tell me about this?" Ryeowook asks Heechul. "Wookie-ya, it's not like I want to tell you but..." Heechul tries to calm Ryeowook. "Why!? Why you didn't tell me all of this? I leave Kyuhyun's side when he needs me. I'm not at his side when he suffered. I can't make him feel better when he suffered. I made him more suffered from break up with him. I'm-I'm such a bad boyfriend. For 4 years, I leave him when he needs me on his side and made him suffered alone" Ryeowook feels guilty. He cried. "Wookie-ya, it's not your fault" Yesung tries to make Ryeowook stop feeling guilty. "I-I'm going to see Kyuhyun. He needs me. It's still not late. He needs me now, hyung" Ryeowook says to Yesung.

 

"Go. Wookie go now" Yesung said. Ryeowook nods and runs to the waiting room. Ryeowook and Leeteuk encountered when Leeteuk was on his way out of the waiting room. "Teuki hyung," Ryeowook said. "Kyuhyun inside there. He slept now" Leeteuk said with a smile to make Ryeowook didn't feel worried about Kyuhyun. Ryeowook nods. Ryeowook walk slowly, he doesn't want to wake up Kyuhyun. "Kyuhyun-ah, I'm sorry. I leave your side when you need me. I'm sorry" Ryeowook said when he holds Kyuhyun's hand. Ryeowook tears start to gather. Kyuhyun opens his eyes slowly. He wakes up when he heard someone crying and it is Ryeowook who crying in front of him. "Kyuhyun-ah, are you awake? I'm sorry did I make you awake?" Ryeowook said.

"No, it's okay" Kyuhyun sit on the sofa he lied down. Kyuhyun notices that Ryeowook holds his hand. "Are you worried that much until you hold my hand" Kyuhyun tease Ryeowook. "No, it's because I love you. I'm sorry that I leave your side when you need me. We break up because of a misunderstanding. It's all my fault" Ryeowook said while his head down. He can't look at Kyuhyun straight to his eyes. "No, Ryeonggu. It's not your fault. Stop feel guilty. I'm the one who said that. I'm the one who wants this relationship to end" Kyuhyun said to make Ryeowook feel better. Ryeowook still looks down. 

 

Kyuhyun holds Ryeowook face with his hands. "Ryeonggu, all of this were a past. What matters is the present. We can start again. I love you. Will you stay at my side forever?" Kyuhyun ask. Ryeowook began to cry. He can't hold it anymore. "Why!? Why are you crying?" Kyuhyun starts to panic. Did he say something wrong? "Of course I do. You idiot" Ryeowook said while wiping away his tears. Kyuhyun smiles widely and he hugs Ryeowook tightly. He doesn't care what happened in these 4 years. What he cared about now is the man in front of him. He promises to himself that he never going to make Ryeowook cry again. He then kisses Ryeowook many times. Ryeowook, the man he wants to kiss the most finally he can kiss him again.

 

[Bonus] 

 

"Chullie, don't make any noise. They can hear you" Leeteuk whisper to Heechul. He is scared that Kyuhyun and Ryeowook will notice the two peeking at them. "What can I do? They kiss Jungsoo-ya. My kids have grown up. They don't need me anymore" Heechul tries to not cry. "Are you crying? Hahaha" Leeteuk can't believe Heechul crying in front of him just because Kyuhyun and Ryeowook have made up.

 

 

 "It's been too hard for them two and finally it's all over now" Heechul feels relieved that everything is over. Kyuhyun and Ryeowook have made up and they two look very happy. "No, it's not over yet..." Leeteuk said. Heechul looks confused. Nothing is going to happen now. All of the things have been solved. "We. We are still not over yet. I love you, Kim Heechul" Leeteuk said straightly look into Heechul's eyes.

 

[End]