I promise

Dare to Love Her

*(This chapter contains slight mature content)

When Mina left, besides feeling completely embarrassed for her words, Chaeyoung had planned to sleep. But things were not going her way this day, from getting interrupted by Nayeon, which yeah, she needed to talk to her and it had been great how they were able to talk, all three of them without complications, she felt so frustrated.

Chaeyoung had been feeling different the whole morning. Mina was the needy one, everyone knew that but last night, Mina had made her feel so nice and comfortable, she wanted to keep feeling it today, so she was being all cute with her, but then she was not sure what possessed her and they end up in that position, it was normal for Mina to get carried away, if Chaeyoung didn't stop her, they might have ended up in positions like that many times now, but this time Chaeyoung was the one doing it and Mina was not going to stop her.

Mina said to trust what she was doing, that she was okay with what happened, but Chaeyoung was not sure what she had been doing, she was not sure what could have happened if Nayeon hadn't knocked. So she did get a bit frustrated but then, maybe it had been for the best.

And right now, she couldn't sleep because of a text. Or a few.

SMC🦅🐯☠️

From Dahyun🤍
Chaeyoung
Chaeyoung
Chaeyoung
Chaengieeeeeeee
e
e

From Tzuyu 🧡
stop

From Dahyun🤍
your message helps too
Chaeyoung

'Why can't I just sleep'

From Chaeyoungie🍓
what is it

From Dahyun🤍
are u in your room, please be in your room.
alone?

'Maybe I should lie...' But Chaeyoung was not like that. Not when there was no need.

From Chaeyoungie🍓
yes

From Dahyun🤍
Ok, we will be there soon, just wait.

Chaeyoung left a big breath, she had been in bed all day, maybe she could take a quick shower. before they arrived. So she did. Her showers were usually not that long but now she put the effort in just using a few minutes and when she got out she put on a clean pair of pajamas, there was no need to get dressed, she was not going anywhere. After another couple of minutes, they knocked at her door, but not just once, they kept knocking until she opened the door.

When she did, she saw it was Dahyhn who was knocking like that, of course. "Chaeyoungie!" She hugged her and passed right through her.

Chaeyoung just smiled. "Hey Tzuyu, come on in too."

Tzuyu who was also there but being normal, unlike Dahyun, smiled and said hi, sighing she got inside. "She just needs to get it out of her system."

"It's warm, you were just here." Dahyun was already resting on top of both beds. "Have you been sleeping all day?"

Chaeyoung got next to her on the bed too. "Well, I haven't been able to sleep much but yes, I've been here all day," she explained. Tzuyu moved a chair from the desks and sat looking at them.

"Chaeyoungiee!" Dahyun exclaimed again. "You're my hero," she said moving from her position and getting on top of Chaeyoung, who tried to get on her stomach, getting away from Dahyun, but it only made the girl get on her back leaving her without air.

"Dahyun, you're going to kill her."

"I'm just happy, it's not my fault she is tiny." Dahyun shook Chaeyoung's hair.

"What's happening now?" Chaeyoung barely spoke.

Dahyun laughed and moved away. "You're awesome, how did you do it?!" But then Dahyun frowned. "Why didn't you tell us?" She hit Chaeyoung's arm.

"Hey," Chaeyoung complained sitting on the bed. "Why are you hitting me?"

"You're right, sorry, I shouldn't hit you, when I grow up I want to be like you."

"You're literally older than her." Tzuyu rolled her eyes and reminded Dahyun.

"Whatever, she is my inspiration now."

Chaeyoung couldn't see why Dahyun was so happy for her and saying all these things. So she looked at Tzuyu asking for help. "What's happening?"

Tzuyu sighed and got up to sit with them. "Nayeon made a group," Tzuyu explained taking her phone from her pocket. "It's called 'I knew first', she added Jeongyeon, Jihyo and us, well not you obviously, and she sent this picture and explained a few interesting things." Tzuyu turned her phone around and Chaeyoung could see the picture she had taken this morning.

"She told me she was not going to send that," Chaeyoung mumbled out loud. Then she realized that it meant Dahyun was saying all that because they knew now. She could feel her face getting red. 'I hate you so much, Nayeon'

Dahyun suddenly got close too and used a hand to move Chaeyoung's head up. "It is there," she said. 'oh God, not this again' "Chaeyoungie, how are you still alive?"

"Okay, you're overreacting now," Tzuyu argued.

Chaeyoung was not sure what to say. "Uh, I don't know actually, uh... guys," she thought apologizing was a good idea, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, it was complicated."

"Yeah we know, complicated and Mina are synonyms by now, whatever" Tzuyu dismissed her apology. "We are happy for you, if you're happy, just know that I can still make her fall down the stairs accidentally, I don't care what Sana thinks."

That was a weird way of accepting an apology and saying that she was happy for her, but Chaeyoung just smiled, it was really nice that they knew now. Even if she would have preferred being the one telling them and not Nayeon, she figured that's what she got for lying to her all this time. "Right, thank you, then."

"How did it happen? How did she go from not wanting you here to being..." Dahyun moved her head again looking at the mark on her neck. "Territorial." She smiled with all her teeth. "Tell us everything!"

"Don't tell us everything" Tzuyu complained putting her phone back in her pocket. "I had enough with the picture, actually, your beds, ew." She got up now, moving back to the chair.

"You're so right, Tzuyu, what's with the beds, do you get lucky every night?"

Chaeyoung felt embarrassed again, how could she just ask that, those were not the important questions. And what's with the wording, it made it sound weirder. "That's not important."

"So that's a yes," Dahyun grinned taking one of Chaeyoung's shoulders. "God does have favorites."

Chaeyoung couldn't help but laugh, even if Dahyun was not right in her assumptions, it was quite funny seeing her all impressed by her. It was true, she felt proud of being with Mina, Dahyun might be talking just because of her looks but Chaeyoung liked everything about her, she was indeed really lucky.

"Okay, Dahyun, I think you've said enough, we need to go now." Tzuyu got up, pushing Dahyun's hand out of Chaeyoung's shoulder.

"Where are you guys going?" Chaeyoung asked watching Dahyun standing up.

"Jeongyeon invited us to watch movies in her room," Dahyun explained.

Chaeyoung frowned. "Why am I not invited?"

"Well, the last weeks every time we invited you to do anything you would reject us," Tzuyu explained as if it was obvious.

Chaeyoung remembered Sana's words of how she shouldn't take her friends for granted, she felt bad that she had ignored them so much, they got used to just not inviting her anymore. "I guess it makes sense, sorry."

"You could go now if you want," Dahyun offered. Chaeyoung considered the invitation but then looked at the time on her phone, Mina would be back any minute. Dahyun seemed to notice her debate. "Okay, no, you can't, I get it, if I had a girlfriend like her I would stay all day here too, so just stay but hey, I'll only give you one more week of this honeymoon phase and you declining our invitations, then you get back to us, okay?"

Chaeyoung felt grateful she was not going to actually say the words to reject them once again "Okay, I promise."

Tzuyu just smiled at her and after a few goodbyes, Chaeyoung was alone again. Maybe she should order something for when Mina gets there.

Chaeyoung was really happy, right now she couldn't ask for more, seeing Dahyun and Tzuyu was quite refreshing and Dahyun's reaction was quite funny, it was true that for them must be so weird and hard to believe, the way Mina had been and how they were now. Chaeyoung also liked that Tzuyu seemed fine with everything. 'You see, that crush thing is a joke' Chaeyoung was sure everyone was just collectively making fun of her with the Tzuyu thing, she didn't like to think about that because it made her mad that she never noticed. But yeah, her friends were truly the best.

It was a bit strange to be in her room without Mina, she made their beds, sort of, and then she went to her desk to arrange some of her things, Waddles was still on Mina's desk, it made her smile that underneath him, there were the silly messages they use to leave for each other. Maybe she could use another canvas to write something for Mina to paint over. So she looked in her things for one that she could paint over because she had a big one but she was working on that, it couldn't be ruined, she find one that had some stains, it was smaller than the one Waddles was created, but it would work, she was going to begin with a base color but she heard the door so she left everything to continue later.

Mina usually greeted her with big hugs or many kisses, so it was no surprise that when she turned around, the girl held her really tight, hiding her face on her neck. Chaeyoung smiled. "Hey, I missed you too." She rubbed her back for a while but then it was being too much, she tried to push her away. "Mina." She laughed a bit. "Let go, I ordered food, change clothes." But Mina was not moving, in fact, she held her tighter, something was not right. "Mina, what happened?" Mina let go slowly, Chaeyoung finally could see her face, it looked like she really wanted to cry, her lips were trembling. Chaeyoung cupped her face with her hands now really worried. "What is it?"

"It was not good," Mina whispered. "It was not good at all." Chaeyoung left her face and hugged her again, this time she knew Mina needed it. But the food had arrived, she felt the door so she went to get that as quickly as she could and got back to Mina that had taken her pajama to change. "We can eat in a minute," she said quite low again leaving for the bathroom.

Chaeyoung didn't know what had happened, it didn't make sense that it had gone wrong. She didn't use the table, she just put what she could on a tray so they could eat in bed. Mina returned and sat on the bed with her, she had washed her face, but her eyes were still watery.

"Do you want to eat?" Chaeyoung held one of her hands. Mina shook her head.

"Not really," she whispered. "You should, though."

Chaeyoung was not going to eat like this, Mina looked so fragile. She moved the food away from the bed and got next to her again, holding her from the side. "Talk to me," Chaeyoung whispered, kissing her cheek.

"She screamed," Mina kept whispering. "Sana raised her voice too." Mina turned to hide in Chaeyoung's embrace. "She hates me, Chaeyoung."

"Sana raised her voice at you?" Chaeyoung was not sure she was understanding anything.

"No, she was nice, you were right, she tried to help." Mina started playing with Chaeyoung's hand. "It was Momo, she-" Mina's voice died down. Chaeyoung held her tighter.

"Did she say something bad to you?" Chaeyoung felt a bit annoyed now, how could she have screamed at her? How was it that Sana had done it too? Mina was holding her so tightly, she tried to look for her face. "Mina." She moved Mina's head up, the girl now had tears, but she still looked like holding them. "You can cry, it's okay."

"But I don't want to, it's useless." She had seen Mina holding tears before, she had heard her cry, but this time it felt so different, it was painful to watch. "She hates me now, I understand."

"Understand?" Chaeyoung caressed Mina's cheek. "Mina, what did she say to you?" This time she asked seriously.

Mina stopped fighting the tears. "She wouldn't let me explain, she said I was confused, she said it didn't make sense, she was really mad, Sana, Sana tried to calm her down but it was useless, Chaeyoung, she hates me," Mina said all that still in a low voice but really fast, with all the tears falling down, Chaeyoung could feel her hand wet, trying to wipe them away, she put both hands now on each side of her face.

"Hey, breathe," she remembered Mina who was having a hard time now that she had let herself cry. "There's no way she hates you, don't say that, it must be the shock, she just needs some time, I'm sure." Chaeyoung was not sure, but it was necessary that Mina heard those words. What Chaeyoung did know was that everything Momo could have said was not true. "You are not confused, it does make sense, don't let those words get to you."

Mina moved again to hide in her chest, Chaeyoung could feel her sobbing and sniffing. She just rubbed her back tenderly. "I hated Sana," Mina suddenly said. "I hated her, I even felt like hating you, I know how it feels, Momo must hate me now for-" Mina couldn't say it.

"That doesn't make sense," Chaeyoung answered. "She is friends with Sana, how could she hate you for this? She doesn't, Mina, it's okay."

"It's not okay, then she just hates me, I'm the problem, that's why I couldn't tell anyone, maybe she- she is disgusted by me."

"No," Chaeyoung said immediately. "No, Mina, look at me," she moved her away from her chest. Cupping her cheeks once again, looking for her teary eyes, "no one is disgusted by you, don't use that word, do you hear me?" She moved to kiss her forehead for a few seconds and then looked at her eyes again. "You are perfect, there's not a single thing disgusting about you, okay?" Mina just nodded in her hands.

Chaeyoung had no idea why would Momo react like that, yesterday, she didn't remember much of her, or her face or her reaction, nothing at all, she was too focused on feeling bad for herself, and then Mina. It was not making any sense, but she couldn't think of that now, right now the important thing was making Mina feel better.

"You should eat," Mina spoke again taking her hands that were on her face. "I can eat too." Her voice was so soft and it resembled the way she had cried. But they ate a bit, Chaeyoung had not taken everything out of the plastic containers, so it was not completely cold. They didn't talk, and then Mina got up for the bathroom again, Chaeyoung put everything in the trash and got ready to sleep, even though it was not that late, she was sure Mina wanted to rest.

Mina took a while in the bathroom, Chaeyoung got a bit worried, but then she finally came back. Turning on Chaeyoung's night lamp and turning off all the other lights, she got in bed curled up. Mina didn't need to say anything, Chaeyoung knew she was waiting for her to get close so she did, and Mina hid in her chest once again, this time laying down. They were quiet for a long time but no one was sleeping, Chaeyoung was not going to sleep until Mina did, and Mina was probably too busy thinking too many things. But they had each other. Chaeyoung liked that despite what had happened, Mina came back to her.

"Why would she react like that?" Mina whispered after a while. Chaeyoung didn't know what to answer, she didn't know Momo much, and she had no idea what could be bothering her, it was too weird and at the same time she couldn't help but feel a bit angry at her, it had taken so much for Mina to get to this point just for her to crush it down with stupid words.

"I don't know," she whispered too, it was the truth.

Mina moved away from Chaeyoung, to look at her face. "Chaeyoung..."

"Tell me." She fixed a strand of hair behind her ear.

Mina took a moment before talking again. "I'm not confused," she said quietly looking down.

"I know that." Chaeyoung did think from time to time that maybe Mina had been just confused, or just playing with her, in the beginning, but now in her mind, it was clear that Mina did care for her, she could see it in her eyes, and her words, and all her actions.

Mina moved a hand to grab one of Chaeyoung's. "Why am I so weak?"

Chaeyoung didn't think she was weak, she had come this far, despite all her fears and beliefs, she had looked past that and she was here with her, holding her hand, she was not weak at all. "You are here with me, you are not weak."

"But I couldn't say anything, when Kwan said bad things I remained silent, I was too afraid, and now when Momo reacted like this, I almost felt like saying it was all a lie, I thought..." Mina stopped a bit, Chaeyoung felt sad but still, she kept caressing Mina's hand and she'd rather know these things than Mina keeping it all to herself. "I thought she would have calmed down if I just said it was all a misunderstanding, she wouldn't hate me, but I couldn't even speak." Chaeyoung didn't know what to say, if Mina had lied to Momo, then all her progress would have meant nothing, that wouldn't have been good. Mina then kept talking. "You are not weak, you never felt threatened by all the things I said to you... you...showed me," Mina moved their hands to Chaeyoung's chest, "you showed me our hearts are the same." Mina was talking so quietly, Chaeyoung loved her voice but she could also see her eyes watery again. "That day, my heart was beating so fast because of you, did you feel that?"

She loved when Mina took her time just speaking her mind, it was always nice, it was just them and Mina was always so honest and direct, Chaeyoung wanted to protect her from everything. "I did feel your heart was going fast, I just didn't know it was for me."

"It was, I didn't know either, it made me feel troubled, I didn't want to think about that, but it was recurrent, whenever you were close to me, I didn't want to think about it but I wanted to keep feeling it, I still want to," Mina explained, moving their hands from Chaeyoung's chest to her own. It was not going fast. Mina let go of Chaeyoung's hand and moved it to her back so they could be closer, Chaeyoung didn't move her hand from Mina's chest, though, she wanted to feel her heart more. "Come closer."

Chaeyoung got really close to Mina, she was not sure if it was what Mina wanted to show her but her heart was going faster the closer Chaeyoung got. They were so close, she couldn't help but look at her lips, it was amazing, feeling how it changed just because of their proximity.

"I'm not confused," Mina repeated, closing the space in between them slowly, kissing Chaeyoung. It seemed like she was trying to convince herself, but Chaeyoung was not going to stop the kiss just because of that, maybe Mina needed to feel that now.

Kissing Mina always felt so risky, as if she was not supposed to be doing that, a part of her always felt like it was forbidden, even though it wasn't. But it was also so captivating and perfect. It was just perfect, even when their lips met for the first time and their movements weren't as skilled as now, it was still perfect. They fitted so well.

Chaeyoung didn't mind if Mina was kissing her now just to forget about everything or to ignore the confusing part of her mind, Chaeyoung was okay with it all if it meant making her feel better, even just for tonight, even if tomorrow they'd have to face everything again, they were there now and Mina was not afraid there. Inside their room, no one was going to make her feel rejected or judged, inside their room, everything seemed possible. And kissing Mina made everything better.

Chaeyoung was not worried about how feverishly Mina was kissing her now, she was not worried about how the mood in the room changed from sad Mina to Mina in desperate need of her.

"Chaeyoung," Mina breathed out barely getting away from . "I don't want to lose you." It was an interesting thing to say right now, Chaeyoung was not sure what was going on in Mina's mind, but she was trying to.

"You won't lose me," she answered back whispering in her lips.

"You promise?" Mina moved her hand to Chaeyoung's lips, which were so close to her own, her thumb was the only thing in between them.

Chaeyoung wanted to promise, of course, she didn't want to lose Mina either, but she was curious about why the girl was saying all these things. "Why would you lose me?" She looked up making eye contact.

"I don't know," Mina answered moving her thumb, tracing Chaeyoung's lips. "Because I'm stupid sometimes."

It was true that Mina had made some bad decisions or rushed actions that led to Chaeyoung's heartache, but she had reasons and excuses, Chaeyoung understood how hard it was for her, ever since she met Mina, she could see how troubled she was, and now every time something bad had happened, Mina always made sure to apologize and make her feel better. She could see how much Mina cared for her, she could feel how important she was for her. With her words, her actions, with every kiss and every look. Even now.

"You're not stupid, you won't lose me."

"Then you promise?"

"I promise," Chaeyoung whispered looking down at her lips again, Mina removed her finger but she didn't kiss her.

There was something about being so close and not kissing. As if they were competing to see who was going to give up first. Because both of them were looking at each other's lips and both of them knew what the other one was thinking. Chaeyoung could still feel Mina's heart, and she could also feel the weird sensation in her stomach and the strong force that made her want to just close the space in between them. Just like today when they were kissing, she had stopped everything and made Mina frustrated, she felt Mina was now doing more of the same. The girl had kissed her with despair, and now she was just waiting for Chaeyoung. The whole situation was making her feel so hot and they weren't even kissing. She was not going to be able to resist much longer, as Mina her lips, Chaeyoung couldn't help but get even closer, brushing Mina's lips with her own just a bit. Mina's heart was not the only one going really fast. Chaeyoung found it weird that Mina was not just kissing her already, since the girl was usually so direct with everything she wanted. But it was really exciting how she was just resisting it, making Chaeyoung more and more anxious.

"Won't you kiss me?" Chaeyoung dared to ask. Mina didn't answer right away, instead, she moved her hand to where Chaeyoung's hand was on her chest and grabbed it, moving it down slowly to place it underneath her pajama shirt. Chaeyoung could feel Mina's soft skin.

"I want you to touch me," Mina answered without a hint of doubt in her voice. Chaeyoung's body reacted immediately, she couldn't control the way everything in her warmed up. But Mina's request was not something she had expected, it made her more nervous.

She wanted to ask why, but that maybe was not the best question. Why? Because she wanted to, that was enough, they were attracted to each other, it was normal. Just this morning she had felt like doing so and Mina seemed to like the idea. "How?" Was the solution her messy thoughts came up with.

"Like this," Mina explained moving their hands that were under her shirt. Slowly, she guided Chaeyoung's hand up passing dangerously close to her s, and then moved them down again. Mina didn't have anything underneath. Chaeyoung could feel Mina's warm body. It was all so exciting, it felt so good. But she was still quite lost and doubtful.

"I..." Chaeyoung swallowed nervously. "I don't..."

But Mina stopped her babbling by brushing their lips again, barely. "Please." She opened a bit and Chaeyoung couldn't take it anymore, no matter how nervous she was, the desire was stronger. Hearing Mina say please, was always the quickest way to get to her, she moved fast getting on top of her, taking a strong grip of her waist, finally crashing their lips together, she kissed her slightly open mouth so hungrily. Mina kissed her back surrounding her with both arms, immediately moving one hand to her head, where she usually left it, applying pressure so their kiss was stronger. "you know what you're doing, just keep doing it"

"Sit," Chaeyoung said moving away from and her body. Mina sat a bit on the bed and Chaeyoung kissed her again, with both her hands gripping the hem of Mina's shirt. "Are you sure?" Mina just nodded, but that wasn't enough. "You have to say it."

"Just take it off," Mina answered a bit annoyed and a bit breathless. So Chaeyoung did. Tossing the thing aside, she held onto Mina's waist again. She joined their foreheads. Looking at her lips, Mina spoke again. "You make me feel so good."

Chaeyoung didn't dare to look down, she was just looking at her face. But she started caressing Mina's skin from her sides, going up. "Do I?"

"Mhh," Mina nodded moving her own hands behind Chaeyoung's neck so they could kiss again.

It was the farthest they had ever gotten, Chaeyoung was quite nervous but she wanted it as much as Mina. Carefully they laid in the bed again, Chaeyoung had not stopped looking only at her face, she couldn't look down, not yet. But she did use one hand for support and the other one to caress again tenderly Mina's side, and then her stomach, Chaeyoung could feel her body moving underneath her touch, her mind was nothing but Mina. And Mina's breathing was messier the more she touched her. When she felt more confident, her hand finally wandered upwards, passing in between Mina's s, to reach her shoulder and then slowly caressing down until she touched one of her s. Mina immediately gasped. Chaeyoung liked it all so much, the way she reacted to her touch, was addictive. "Is that okay?"

"Kiss me," Mina answered instead, so Chaeyoung did, still with her hand exploring all of Mina's torso. The way Mina reacted to her touch made her feel confident enough, she wanted to make her feel even better. So she stopped their kiss, to finally look at the girl.

"You are so beautiful," she breathed out. Mina had her eyes close and was all red and puffy. And now that she had looked, her was something Chaeyoung couldn't stop looking at. "You're so so perfect," Chaeyoung spoke again before leaning down again, stealing a sloppy kiss from Mina's lips and then her neck. Mina used her hands to guide Chaeyoung too. "I love your skin." The only thing she could think of right now was how Mina's hot skin felt against her lips and how her breathing was more and more audible. She went all the way down with little kisses reaching the lower part of her stomach and then going up again she finally left a small kiss in one of Mina's hardened s. The way Mina immediately grabbed on tighter to her hair and let out a small moan, made her mind spin.

"That's...keep doing that." Of course, Mina was going to let her know what she wanted the most, Chaeyoung liked it so much whenever the girl voiced what she liked, it was cute and arousing at the same time. So Chaeyoung kept doing that, in both sides, carefully and tenderly, Mina kept leaving out little moans and caressing Chaeyoung's hair in all directions. But she then pulled from her head, making Chaeyoung look at her eyes. "I want to feel you too," Mina explained moving her hands down to the hem of Chaeyoung's pajama shirt.

Chaeyoung was not sure how far would they go, but honestly, she was willing to figure that out later. So she took enough distance to remove her shirt too, without it she immediately felt self-conscious, but she trusted Mina. That's why when Mina changed their positions leaving her with the back against the mattress and Mina on top of her, she was surprised and nervous and shy but not insecure. Unlike her, Mina didn't take her time before completely eyeing her everywhere, she was sure her face was all red so she closed her eyes inevitably feeling shy despite everything they had been doing. She felt Mina's hand caressing her body, making everything tingle. And then a soft whisper, close to her face. "Open your eyes." Chaeyoung was not sure she wanted to, it was easier having them close, but she opened them anyway. "Is... is it too much?" Mina asked softly. Chaeyoung had never understood how was that Mina being the one that didn't know her inclination towards girls, or the one that had been against all this, the one that was confused from time to time and scared of people knowing about her, was the one that seemed to enjoy physical touch the most, always asking for what she wanted, always leading Chaeyoung, always knowing what to say without being a whole mess like Chaeyoung, who had been in situations alike, but not near anything like this, with all these feelings, yes, she had had intense make-out sessions with other people but not at all with the same feelings as the ones she felt for Mina. So it was all new to both of them but Mina was still the one that led everything, maybe because Chaeyoung respected the girl's space too much in every way. And also because no matter how much she was enjoying all this, she couldn't help but feel shy under Mina's gaze.

Chaeyoung hadn't realized but she had her hands in fists and she was holding her breath, so she tried to relax before answering. "I...I'm not sure, I do like it." It was true, she was not sure what was too much, but she did like all this.

"I like it too." Mina's eyes were so shiny. All trace of sadness was completely gone. "I've never felt anything like this... the way you make me feel, I don't understand," Mina kissed her cheek, "can I kiss you too?" she asked kissing her other cheek and then her forehead. "I want to kiss your body too." Somehow Mina had slowed down everything but the way they were both feeling was as strong as before.

"Okay," Chaeyoung nodded. And Mina did. Going down she kissed her neck and then lower she kissed every part of skin she could see, really, slowly as if only getting to know her body. It wasn't only her kisses and tender caresses that were making Chaeyoung breathe with difficulty and her body react with involuntary moves but also feeling Mina's half- body on top of her, how their bodies were both so warm.

Soon Mina apparently had enough of just exploring her body and got back to Chaeyoung's mouth, kissing her with pure lust. and biting on her lips. "I love your body," Mina breathed out.

"Mhh." Chaeyoung just kept kissing her, she was not in her right mind to form sentences as Mina was still using her wandering hands to make Chaeyoung feel all sorts of things.

"I love the way you react." Mina was not giving up saying what she was thinking in the middle of her kiss. It was only making Chaeyoung more worked up, Mina's voice was so raspy, like her morning voice Chaeyoung adored so much but a thousand times better.

It was almost like magic, as Mina touched her and kissed her, Chaeyoung kept panting in and arching her back. Not thinking about anything else. Mina kissed her neck again, but this time without much care. Chaeyoung had her hands on her back, keeping their bodies close, but Mina put one of her hands in Chaeyoung's shoulder and lowered it down her arm to take it away from her back, intertwining their fingers together. Chaeyoung had now a tight grip on her back and her hand. While Mina kept leaving kisses down, until she reached one of Chaeyoung's s, not only kissing it but on it, it was driving Chaeyoung crazy.

"Mi- Mina," she let out not really calling for her but just wanting to say her name.

"Mhh," Mina answered too focused on her task to say more.

"That... feels so good." Chaeyoung was a writhing mess underneath her. And Mina didn't stop there, she also took the liberty to mess more with Chaeyoung and bit her , making her whimper.

"I love hearing you." Mina moved up leaving kisses in her way, Chaeyoung kept breathing hard, moving her chest up and down, trying to calm a bit. Then Mina kissed her again. "I love how you say my name."

"Do you?" Chaeyoung was completely immersed in the way Mina was making her feel, she just answered without thinking.

"Yes," Mina stopped kissing her, looking directly at her eyes, "why didn't we do this sooner?" Even though Chaeyoung was feeling completely , sweaty and hot by the whole situation, she couldn't help but laugh at Mina's words. Her eyes looked just so full of excitement and her voice was just like she had discovered her favorite thing ever. "Why are you laughing?" Mina frowned.

"Because," Chaeyoung's breathing was slowly getting back to normal, "it's cute." Laughing was making their previous context all gone.

"Cute?" Mina moved a bit back. "I'm literally half- on top of you, what's cute about that?"

"You are cute, your reaction."

"Okay, that's it." Mina suddenly let go of Chaeyoung and rolled onto her back leaving her position on top of Chaeyoung's body.

Chaeyoung missed her warmth, but she was finding the whole situation hilarious for some reason. Turning to try and get close to Mina again she was still giggling. "Hey, don't go, it was just so sweet."

Mina tried to get away, turning to the other side, her back was facing Chaeyoung. "I was not trying to be cute."

"You're pouting right now, I can hear it." Chaeyoung got closer to her back, reaching her cheek. "You're the cutest," she said leaving a kiss there.

Mina turned back around after a few seconds, making Chaeyoung move too so she could support her head on her chest. They were still half-, so it was quite different from when they were usually in this position, but they had pretty much passed any point of feeling embarrassed. So even though, a bit shy, Chaeyoung just received her like always, brushing her hair and Mina put her hand on Chaeyoung's stomach, mindlessly caressing it. "I hate you," Mina whispered.

"Sorry."

"Don't apologize now," Mina answered annoyed. "You are such a clown," she pouted.

"You still like me." Chaeyoung felt so happy right now, even if Mina was being sulky and she had crushed their heated moment by laughing.

"Don't get all brave now, you were my name a few minutes ago." When Mina said that, Chaeyoung could feel her face getting all red again, it was true, but hearing it made her feel so shy. "Okay, now I know you're blushing." Mina rolled over to be on her stomach, looking at Chaeyoung. "You're still just a baby."

Chaeyoung smiled, she liked when Mina like that, and yes, she was just a baby. "Yours."

"Mh, yes, mine." Mina hugged her and rest her head again in her chest in this new position, pulling the covers more up, covering her back. Chaeyoung closed her eyes, she wanted to be there forever. "Okay, I'll forgive you, 'cause you're so comfy," Mina talked softly now. She also had one leg bent on top of Chaeyoung's legs. They stayed like that for a long time, Chaeyoung was almost sleeping but Mina talked again so she had to answer. "Don't fall asleep, you should put your shirt on."

"Mhh, you too."

"I don't want to move."

Chaeyoung smiled. "Then how do you want me to do it then?" Mina was so silly sometimes.

"Right, okay, sleep then."

"Alright." Chaeyoung moved her hand to Mina's head again to caress her hair.

After another while, Mina spoke again. "I don't care," she whispered.

"What?"

"I don't care what anyone thinks," Mina explained. "I know how I feel about you, I only want you."

Mina's words always made her feel so many things, good things mostly, but this time she couldn't help but feel a bit sad that the anyone Mina was referring to was Momo and that, that anyone also had exceptions like her family. But she could understand not wanting to come out to your family, it was quite dangerous and uncertain, but the Momo thing, made her so mad, wasn't Momo into girls too? Chaeyoung was annoyed.

"Do you want me to talk to her?"

"No," Mina said immediately. "She needs to apologize, I know I did nothing wrong."

Her voice was so confident, Chaeyoung suddenly felt so attracted to her again. Just like when they had lunch together for the first time, hearing Mina being brave and confident with this, was endearing. She was not sure how Mina changed her thoughts so much and so easily, but this time it was for the best. Mina knowing that she did nothing wrong. Without tears. Just there safely holding Chaeyoung.

"I'm glad you know that now." That was the last thing they talked about that night before falling asleep. They didn't discuss what they had been previously doing. At least Chaeyoung didn't bring it up because there was no need, everything they did, both had wanted it and they trusted each other. She felt a bit guilty about the way it had all stopped, but at the same time it was just perfect because that's how they were around each other, they were such a mess, a cute mess and Chaeyoung loved it.

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Next chapter will be the epilogue, it's not done yet so the update will take a while. I really hope you have enjoyed this story. <3

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twice4lyf
#1
Chapter 45: The best
Minyeon-ah #2
Chapter 45: Its one of the best story i ever read i really enjoy all the chapter and i love the storyline and all the couple thank you author nim for this perfect story 😁🤩
JackyLambino #3
Yes or No is my very first lesbian movie so i must say that you are doing a great job here and the way you put it in story with michaeng is making me feel giddy, I love how you added the characters specially nayeon, love her character here.
ArmoredPenguin
#4
Chapter 45: This might be the best story I've ever read
cecijanet569 #5
Chapter 45: Wow! That was one of the best stories I've read here on AFF!! Why it doesn't have more votes??? 😩
You got my attention since the first chapter! I loved it, hated it, cry with it, laugh too 😂
I really loved the personality you have each character, the subtle jokes!
Teudoongie1
#6
Chapter 45: I really enjoyed reading this fic ❤️❤️ this is so good, i wonder if there's more~~. Overall this is a masterpiece, thank you for this author.
Teudoongie1
#7
Chapter 13: Yow i like every character development here, especially mina 😂❤️
Teudoongie1
#8
Chapter 3: I swear mina your attitude here is kinda off... Asdffghkl😣
caprixsun #9
this is so beautiful 😭😭 the plot and the writing are just so perfect! hard to come by these days ahhh well done!!