While looking at the girl she likes, Seulgi keeps on remembering when did she felt the sudden feeling for the said girl.

Paulit-ulit niyang tinatanong yung sarili niya kung kailan ba nag-umpisang nagkakagusto na siya dito. Kung kailan niya naramdaman yung kakaibang pakiramdam na pinaparamdam sa kaniya ng babae(wow bentang-benta yung word na 'ramdam' ah), kung kailan niya nahuli yung sarili niyang ngumingiti na lang bigla na parang tanga kapag iniisip niya si Irene.

Irene. A beautiful name owned by the most beautiful person I know. (Cheesy yarn?)

At first, Seulgi never wanted the feeling. Maybe the reason why she never knew when did she like Irene was because she didn't recognize her feelings. Yung feelings niya na nabubuo habang magkasama sila ni Irene, habang nagbibiruan sila pauwi galing sa school, habang kumakain sila ng sabay sa canteen tuwing recess, habang nag-aaral sila sa library tuwing may kailangang aralin.

But then, there's this time na nagising na lang si Seulgi ng may ngiti sa kaniyang mga labi nang nakita niya si Irene sa kaniyang panaginip. That's when she realized that she already fell for the girl. Heck, hulog na agad. Wala ng crush crush, she just realized that one day. And what made her continue her feelings is because she knew it's genuine. She's happy. 

Hindi niya naisipang layuan si Irene. Bakit niya gagawin when she's aware that the feelings she had for the girl was just temporary? Na kunting kembot, isang tumbling at dalawang twerk niya lang, wala na siyang nararamdaman para dito?

Irene is the first girl that Seulgi liked. Seulgi had been crushing on tons of guys in her school. Lahat ng crush niya mga gwapo, kaya nagtataka siya, bakit bigla siyang nagkagusto kay Irene, eh hindi naman gwapo si Irene katulad ng mga previous crushes niya. Irene is beautiful. Really beautiful. She's the most beautiful person ever. She's like a greek goddess. Her beauty is breathtaking. No wonder lahat ng lalaki sa school nila may gusto sa kaniya.

Seulgi's aware about that though. 

Seulgi and Irene just became friends not too long ago. They already knew each other elementary days pa lang nila. But they just got close recently nung grade 10 nila. They became partners on project tapos ayun they decided to be friends na rin since they're not yet friends and the fact pa na they already knew each other for too long.

Seulgi likes Irene, but she never considered confessing to the girl. She never thought about that, just like what I said, she's just enjoying her feelings for the girl. Never did she consider to go overboard. Ayaw niyang masira yung friendship niya with Irene kahit na may feelings siya dito. Seulgi isn't planning to have the feelings for long though. She knows what she's feeling is just temporary, kaya nga never siyang magko-confess. She already set the boundaries on her mind so she knew the line she shouldn't cross. Especially when both of them are girls and if ever she's gonna confess to Irene, Irene would be disgusted when she knew what her friend feels for her.

"Yah! Kang Seulgi!"

"Tangina!" Napahawak si Seulgi sa dibdib niya ng bigla siyang hiyawan ni Irene. Seulgi glanced at the girl at ang mukhang sumalubong sa kaniya?

Mukha ng babaeng kinababaliwan niya. 

Biro lang. Sumalubong kay Seulgi ang inis na mukha ni Irene.

"Ako pa minumura mo ngayon?!" Nanlalaki ang matang tanong ni Irene sa kaniya.

"Hindi! Hindi kita minumura! Nagulat lang ako!"

"Eh bat mo ko hinihiyawan?!"

"Sorry." Kumalma si Seulgi and she pinched her nose while looking at Irene. She thinks Irene would find her attractive that way. Assumerang Kang Seulgi.

"Ayos lang. Ano bang iniisip mo, Seul? Nakailang tawag ako sa 'yo kanina pero parang wala ka sa sarili." Huminahon na rin ang boses ni Irene but she really looked worried. Seulgi made her worry.

Lumapit si Irene kay Seulgi and she placed the back of her palm on Seilgi's forehead so Seulgi became flustered.

"Y-yah, A-anong ginagawa mo, Irene?" She stammered because of the sudden contact she felt. 

Irene's been very touchy on Seulgi since they became close. Ayos lang naman para kay Seulgi yun kasi sanay naman na siya sa mga taong clingy. Growing up with her touchy/clingy cousin, Park Sooyoung, sinong hindi masasanay don? 

But the situation is different now. She's okay being touchy with anyone but the person she had feelings for? Meh.

"Why are you flustered?" Natatawang usal ni Irene sa kaniya kaya pekeng tumawa na lang din si Seulgi. "Wala ka namang lagnat. I was worried, Seul. I've been calling you for I don't know how many times but you're just looking at me like a mad woman smiling from ear to ear."

Damn. Curious tuloy ako kung anong hitsura ko while looki-- err- staring at her. But she's worried huh? Well. Ofcourse, normal lang namang mag-alala as a friend. She's straight, Seul. Enough with the false hopes. Seulgi thought.

"Sorry ulit, Irene. Iniisip ko lang kasi yung assignment sa genmath. Hindi ko pa kasi nagagawa tsaka hindi ko alam kung paano gawin. Hehe." Palusot ni Seulgi kahit tapos niya naman na yung genmath assignment niya.

"Seryoso, Seul? Ikaw? Wala pang sagot sa genmath? Seriously what's wrong with you?"

Catching feelings for you. It's wrong, isn't it?

"Tara na nga. Kopyain mo na lang yung assignment ko. Tsaka gusto mo ng ice cream? Libre kita."

Seulgi nodded and gladly accepted Irene's offer.

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Days pass by at kasabay non ay ang palalim na palalim na feelings ni Seulgi para kay Irene. She doesn't care though, kasi nga sabi niya, ieenjoy niya lang yung feelings niya for Irene. And the reason why her feelings for Irene is deepening? Who knows.

Seulgi and Irene had been hanging out for the past few days. They've been sharing a lot of thoughts on their minds with each other. Exchanging deep conversations ba. The longer they are on each other side, the more they become attach on each ot