maybe, we were meant to be

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A sixteen-year-old Hyukjae suddenly wakes up in 2019, where the boy he has a crush on is now his husband, he’s a world-famous idol, and everything seems too good to be true. But Hyukjae wants nothing more than to believe in this future.

 

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Foreword

WE WERE MEANT TO BE
A STORY BY PUPPYHAE



 

I have loved you since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing
To be loved and to be in love
All I can do is say that these arms
Are made for holding you, oh-oh
I wanna love like you made me feel
When we were 18


— One Direction, "18"

 

“Am I… We’re still friends here, right?” Hyukjae says. Donghae chuckles. 

"Yes Hyukjae," he says. "We're still friends. Best friends."

He grins cheekily before taking a sip of his smoothie. Hyukjae follows the movement, his eyes drawn to the glint of the silver ring on the ring finger of Donghae's left hand.

"You're married?" he blurts out, before shrinking back. "Sorry, that's none of my business."

Donghae shakes his head. "It's fine," he reassures. "And yes, to answer your question, I am married."

That revelation hits him like a ton of bricks, the sensation spearing through his heart. He's suddenly not very hungry anymore.

"Who is she? I-I mean there's no one else here," he asks before biting on his tongue. He really has to learn to stop talking.

Donghae doesn't look at all bothered. Instead, his eyes crinkle a little, sparkling with amusement. He seems to assess Hyukjae for a second before he leans forward, resting his chin on his hand.

"Hyukjae," he says, and his voice seems softer. "I married you."

Hyukjae drops his spoon. It clatters on the table, but he can't bring himself to care about that right now. His hands are shaking, he realizes, and he closes his fist so it’s not so apparent. His thoughts are a whirlwind--there’s no way, Donghae must be joking. He must have picked up on Hyukjae’s feelings, even though he has no idea how, and is now making fun of it.

It’s not possible.

He can feel his eyes prickle, a familiar heat of tears about to fall, but he doesn’t let himself blink, for them to fall. He swipes at his eyes quickly and looks back up at Donghae, who’s watching him intently.

“Hyukjae… sorry. I forgot how it was back then.” Donghae says, slowly pulls off the wedding ring on his finger and holds it out to Hyukjae. “Read the inscription on the inside.”

Hyukjae hesitates before carefully taking the ring from Donghae’s palm. He spins it around in his fingers a few times; there’s quite a weight to the ring and it’s even more beautiful up close. The inscription is engraved on the inside of the ring in small letters, and Hyukjae has to squint to read it.

You and me, forever. Your love, Lee Hyukjae.

 
notes

so this idea popped in my head and would not leave me alone. and since d&e's first full album is coming out, what better way to celebrate than with a fic. it's the shortest thing I've ever written, but I hope you guys will still enjoy it! TRIGGER WARNING this fic does include some brief descriptions of internalized homophobia, and if this makes you uncomfortable, you may want to skip this fic!

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the_wylde
#1
The foreward is so intriguing! i'll dive into this story!
crescentbunni
#2
Chapter 1: This is so adorable! Hyukjae being amazed with the future and how hot Donghae is (lol). I liked that you brought up homophobia into this, it’s very realistic for a youth to question and even repress their feelings because back then it was seen as wrong and although South Korea still doesn’t favour the lgbt community he and Donghae still got married! It’s so reassuring for Hyukjae who’s been troubled by this and also comforting that he peeked in the future and saw how successful he is, knowing that Hyukjae went through a difficult time in the past. I enjoyed your interpretation of Hyukjae’s experiences of the future and this lovely story!
Lad7whisper
#3
Chapter 1: I gotta be honest, initially I thought it was some kind of memory loss, but realized it was not when Donghae mentioned it was very odd to see Hyukjae so small.
Overall, I enjoyed this. It was so cute when Hyukjae didn’t want to leave hahahaha “it’s so nice here”.
Although, it would be nicer to take a peek into the future and see what’s worth fighting for.
Good job☺️
fullofwish
1539 streak #4
Chapter 1: This was sweet and profound. Love how calm Donghae was about the whole situation. Like he just found little Hyukjae there and was like "okay, so this is happening, time to offer comfort, wisdom, and advice to this baby" and he seemed totally chill like he knew this was just a momentary time traveling/swap thing? And not all like he was wondering where his actual husband was and/or worried if he'd ever return?

All the while I was wondering if current day Hyuk was sent to the past with just-shut-down little Donghae, and imagining the mayhem that would have ensued. But guess it probably wasn't that complicated. Maybe it all turned out to be a prophetic dream for stressed and self-doubting baby Hyukjae and that would explain a lot. Either way, he was soothed and reassured, so no matter. A very cute and touching story. ♡
Kethryveris
#5
Chapter 1: C'est tellement adorable, Donghae qui réconforte un jeune Hyukjae incertain et angoissé. J'ai adoré cette histoire c'est tellement tendre et doux et Donghae est fantastique(nous savons que c'est un incroyable Sumbae pour les plus jeunes), il est rassurant, tendre. Merci pour cette excellente fic💙💙
MissLavi #6
Chapter 1: It's like you traveled some weeks ahead and watched Hyuk's solo: be, where adult Eunhyuk sends a touching message to the child Hyukjae :0
Ok, jokes aside, I loved this story about an adult Hae comforting a young Hyukjae about his future. I enjoyed some stories about Eunhae with an age difference or time travel and they usually have funny or heartthrobing situations centered about their romantic relationship. But even when they're married in this story and young Hyuk is already conscious of his romantic love for young Donghae, I liked that the most important moments were about soothing Hyuk's worries about his own worth as a dancer, a future idol, someone who can love Donghae freely. Someone telling him that exists a possibility of a successful future as a star with the love of his life, starting with the same boy that he's now. He just have to believe in that future. That's why I recognized the same touching vibes of "be", comforting words from a distant time, and I'm choked up right now T-T
Thank you for this story =,)
wayforrokkugo
#7
Chapter 1: 😭😭 i have no business reading this during class but omg 😭😭😭😭
linalicelf
#8
Chapter 1: OH MY! I just read this and it's amazing! it's so sweet, so beautiful 😭💕 Donghae never changes, being sweet and lovely. The future might change but it'll leads to a better future and Hyukjae won't avoid his feelings anymore.
SingMelodyyy
#9
Chapter 1: Tomorrow is Donghae’s birthday and reading this particular line made me choke up with emotions, “Hyukjae can't get over just how beautiful Donghae has grown up to be, how sweet and gentle, and everything that Donghae is now, but just… elevated.” I know this is a work of fiction but I loved how the Donghae in this story almost reflects how Donghae grew up to be over the years, with all the beauty and grace, kindness and warmth. Anyhoo, Happy Donghae Day! 💕
sugar_snow
#10
Chapter 1: This is so good and I'm tearing up reading this. Looks like Donghae was not that surprised to see Hyukjae in teenage form, does this happen quite often maybe? I wonder why.