Helloooo! I'm finally back with a one shot that no one even asked for hahdhss. I took a break from writing to get some rest and now here's 15k words of angst. 

I enjoyed writing this one because it's mainly inspired by real life events and I hope you enjoy reading too 

Alsooo, thank you to T for giving me feedbacks and encouraging me to post this <3

**Warning: mention of blood, needles and graphic descriptions of throwing up flowers. Don’t read if you’re uncomfortable**