Inspired by the programme (i don't remember which episode TT) where Solar said something along the line of being envious of people who are able to married and have kids while she couldn't because she started her singing career at not a very young age. (I could only remember that and have no intention of mistranslating her words, if you know the translation source please give me the link in the comment, I will appreciate it a lot!)

English is not my first language so please bear with me.