I am Myoui Mina.

I accidentally made,

Someone to fell in love with me.

She shouldn’t.

Since I made a terrible mistake that changed her entire life after.

I killed, her parents.

“You deserved that!”

I did. All the torture I'll get from you, I don’t mind it.

I did, deserved all of that.

“You don’t deserve to be happy.”

You’re right.

I shouldn’t be happy.

But I hope you’ll be different from me.

I want you, to be happy.

“You should be in jail, not attending in the same school as mine.”

 Why do, I’m too young that time?

Hope I am not, so I will be in jail.

I could've never met you like this.

I can’t be loved.

But why do on earth, your eyes tells that you are.

“Stop looking at me like that.”

I can't help but look at her, sadly.

Cause I made her this way.

“How dare you mocked me through your eyes.”

I’m always feel sorry, for being the culprit on her life.

“I wanted to kill you so bad.”

Can’t you just do that?

“But I won’t. Since you need to suffer more.”

Cause it is not me.

Who is actually suffering here.

“Why does it need to be you?”

I know. I understand.

I am asking myself too.

Why does, it is me?

Just why?

“Stop.”

She made me stop. And now I’m looking at her.

She’s in disgusts. Not on me, but for herself.

“Get off of me.”

I did.

And I saw her grinned in anger.

She’s always commanding me. But felt bad when I did what she asked me.

She’s just too kind.

Yes.

I’m, the culprit here.

I thought of this many times.

“Stop coming here anymore.”

I widened my eyes. It's crazy.

I felt my heart beating so fast. I thought this day will not ever come.

I am happy.

“I don’t care about you anymore. Go! Somewhere far from me. And don’t ever comeback.”

You’re lying,

But I am happy.

Not for myself. But for you.

I thought of this many times.

What if, I didn’t cross that road that time?

Your parents could've been still alive right? But-

“Don’t let me see your face ever again. Or else, you’re going to experience being my slave again.”

Will we, be able to meet like any other lovers out there too?

Will we, fell in love freely to each other without this ill-fated relationship of us?

Right now, I know you're hurting. But this is for the best for you.

“I am setting you free now.”

I am crying. I am this glad of this news.

“Go.”

Yes.

I should be honest and admit this at least tonight.

Maybe, I am glad you used your parent’s death. To keep me all by yourself.

I am, really the worsts.

“NOW!!!”

You commanded me. And this will be the last one.

I got too excited to go.

I can’t even wear my clothes properly before I run off.

I didn't even look at you, before I go.

I shouldn’t.

I don’t want you to change your mind when I looked back.

I don’t want, to make your suffering longer.

Then I suddenly felt my feet so cold as I got out, seeing both of my shoes missing.

I chuckled.

“It’s cold. Do, I really want to go back and stay there that’s why I left it?”

My tears, are falling for the wrong girl.

But I am happy.

She did this for herself. Not for me.

Letting me free. Means she’s letting herself free from me too.

I never admitted this.

But I love you too.

Hirai Momo.