[A/N: Hi ^ ^]

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>>>CHAE RIN'S POV<<<

With just a flick of a finger, everything was clear to me. First, I guess I'm not in the position to be too needy and clingy.

I acted as if Lu Han was in charge of my fate. And it's crystal clear.. the reason why he didn't say the magical three words..

He didn't love me.

He doesn't love me.

I'm a fool for believing in something that wasn't real. 

 After all a kiss doesn't always mean I love you.

 It might be something else.

… leads me to the second realization. ..

He did all those things to me to lure me.

Yep, to his bed.

I should have known better. I'm grateful that I still have my purity.

Kisses could be erased. 

My words… This crushed feeling. 

The life mapped out for me is to be living like the dead.

Can't I just let go of this sickening feeling?

I can't even put into words how hard it is… how hard to believe everything.

I tripped while walking along Jung Avenue and cursed myself.

I looked at the traffic lights. They looked different.

I glanced at the clouds. They looked different.

My eyes focused on the skirt I wore. It looked different.

Different…. Everything suddenly turned black and white.

My eyes were deceiving me, but the Chae Rin from two years back wasn't.

Here I am again. I clapped my hand over my mouth and stopped myself from crying.

And I knew I was alone. It scared me because for the first time in my life, the thought of Joon Myun didn't comfort me enough.

Why?

Because every little ing thing reminded me of Lu Han.

Without knowing, I've been walking for forty five minutes, back