Sixty-Nine
Monster in His Eyes"Postpone the wedding!"
Rap Monster gave order to his guards to postpone his wedding ceremony with Sooah which was originally arranged in less than one week ahead after making Sooah into serious sickness.
He was regret to have been so hard on her lately and mistreated her until caused her to take risk losing their twin babies.
After giving orders to his guards to postpone the wedding he was looking forward to, Rap Monster went to Sooah's room to spend his sad, lonely time alone.
"I feel so regret now. If you had anything happened that night, I wouldn't have been able to live either. I'm so scared of losing you and our babies, Sooah. I need three of you. Please get better soon, my love." he sobbed painfully on her bed.
Then he took out a pair of their wedding rings and looked at them sadly.
"I really want to live under the roof as husband and wife with you, Sooah. I've prepared everything. I hope everything gets better and we can get married soon." -Rap Monster-
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NEXT DAY
< At Hospital >
"Sooah, how are you feeling now?" Mrs. Seon asked, putting her hand on Sooah's forehead to check her temperature.
Sooah gave a small smile. "I feel better than yesterday. Yesterday I was so exhausted. Now I feel a little power in me. Thank you so much, Mrs. Seon." she softly said while looking at Mrs. Seon with emotional eyes.
Mrs. Seon gave a big smile while patting on her head. "Such a lovely girl! Alright, let's go to have ultrasound check! I really want to see how my twin grandchildren are doing today." Mrs. Seon said then took Sooah for baby check.
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< Ultrasound Room >
Mrs. Seon personally did echo check for Sooah.
"So they're 4 months and half now. Look, they're so active right now. Do you feel something?" Mrs. Seon happily asked.
"Yes, I feel my stomach is moving a lot today. I look forward to seeing them beating my stomach. Hehe" Sooah finally could laugh.
Mrs. Seon felt so soft to see her smile and laugh.
"I think they're likely to kick your stomach soon. Maybe in one or two weeks. You're gonna be in hard time." said the mature woman.
"No, I'm sure I'm happy to take their every kick. I can't wait. I want them to be healthy." -Sooah-
Both women were having fun, talking about the twin fetus and spent a long time inside ultrasound room for a long moment. However the happy moment was stopped when.....
"Mrs. Seon, Namjoon-nim is asking to enter. He is waiting outside." a nurse came in to inform.
Sooah started to tear up at once.
Mrs. Seon sighed to see Sooah is still unstable to hear about her son.
She rubbed on Sooah's left shoulder.
"You still don't want to see Joon?" She asked.
Sooah slowly nodded.
"Okay!" Mrs. Seon nodded in understanding back then she turned to her staff. "He can't enter. Sooah doesn't want to see him. Tell him so!" she gave oder to her staff.
Staff went out to tell accordingly.
Rap Monster got so heartbroken to be informed like that. He knocked the door from outside strongly.
"Sooah, let me in! I want to see how our babies are doing too. Why are you hating me like this? Please don't ignore me like this! It's hurt. Sooah, don't hate me too much! Sooah..."
He begged, he cried but Sooah still didn't allow him to come in.
Until she really couldn't bear with his stubbornness and loud shout. She went close to the door and shouted back.
"They're doing fine. You don't have to worry. I'm taking care of them well. Just don't hurt us anymore! Please leave! Don't care about us!" she shouted in anger.
Rap Monster got more pain to hear her hurtful words. He burst out crying.
"Sooah, you're saying like I made you sick in purpose... But I'm not, Sooah. I didn't mean to hurt you and our babies. Don't insult me this way!" he rejected her judgement.
"I know you love us but I can't live with you, I can't marry you, I can't put up with the roughness you give me everyday anymore. I was so scared this time. I was so scared that I couldn't protect my babies. I can't imagine my life if I have to lose my babies again. I'm so scared... Living with you, I'm so scared." Sooah replied. her mental seriously broke down again.
Mrs. Seon came to embrace Sooah as she could see how Sooah is bearing the pain her son has been giving to her.
"Sooah, please, your words are stabbing on my heart so bad. I know I'm not a good boyfriend so far but I promised to correct myself. Please give me a chance!" Rap Monster continued begging.
"I still love you and I know how important your mafia matter is to you. So I'm not going give you hard time choosing between me and it. I'
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