Alone, my head is bent down and with my arms behind my back as I walk aimlessly at the side of the beautiful Han river. It's been so long since I came here. There are so many beautiful and sad memories here. I wish I could re-live it all. I miss it so much. *sigh

I lifted my head, afraid that I might bump into someone and to see to where exactly I am now heading. My eyes then went wide as I saw the people that are within a couple of feet away from where I am standing because I stopped the moment I laid my sight on them. Aish, of all people to see, why does it have to be them? I released a frustrated sigh. I can feel my heart beat on a very fast pace, a pace that I have never felt in years, this is really frustrating, I can even feel my eye brows closer together as I decide to just walk again and lift my gaze yet again. I now see them happily walking side by side, laughing and looking lovingly at one another. How ironic that I feel a tinge of hurt  when I was the one who wanted to end things between us. I can now feel my heart not only beating really fast but its already contradicting inside me, telling me to just turn around and walk the other way so that I won't see them anymore. But my feet just keep on walking towards the two people I least want to see.

They're getting close. I'm getting closer to their line of sight. What should you do then? Asked my mind. I really don't know, my heart answered. Why don't you say Hi to them? So that you would feel as if something really heavy has been lifted from your shoulders. My mind once again asked. Okay. But how? My heart then questioned. Why don't you start by looking at them in the eyes, bow and say "Hi, How are you?" when you reach them? That would be a good start. My mind  answered. they stopped talking to each other when they saw me, I saw how their eyes grew wide as I approach them with a smile that could hide anything, even the most painful feeling. I then said "Annyeong! ^^ How are you guys? It's been so long right? How many years has it been?" They then looked at each other and answered my questions hesitatingly and stutteringly. "Oh~ A--annyeong! ^^ We' re okay, how about y--you? Yes, it's been so long, maybe around three years now ^^" I answered them while laughing half heartedly, I hope they didn't notice that "ahahaha XD oh really? It has been that long? hmm, I'm quite fine" I smiled again and looked at my watch, I then exclaimed, "Oh, I'm sorry, but I need to go now, I have an important meeting, ahahaha I kinda lost track of time while walking around here." "Oh~ okay ^^ Take care then. Goodbye." They answered me. I then hurriedly ran away from them while smiling. When I felt that I'm in a good distance from them, I stopped and looked back. They are now happily chatting again, as if they did not see me just a while ago. And I released the air I didn't notice I was holding while I was talking to them. My smile immediately faded while clutching the ring on my necklace, then my heart and mind said at the same time.....

Is it really MEANT to BE?

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A/N:

aigoooo >< mian, I think my foreword and didn't really make sense, did it?? huhuhu :( such an epic fail.. please do forgive me for I am just starting with this writing thing... I was just a reader, do you think I should just go back to being just a reader instead? tell me what you think, neh? :) 

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