I was sitting on the floor, the cold floor and the flashbacks were tangling like a noose around my neck even though I was not called for a death sentence but I felt no differences.

Recollections can be pleasurable or might be bad ones. Eventually, it depends on person’s past. If a person past is beautiful then we can choose the earlier one but if someone has a complicated past, then what can we say?

In my case, it is unruly bad recollections but you know what? Beauty is precious even if you briefly meet a beautiful moment and further apart.

I remember my grandma, I remember every hardship of hers, the hardship which she made because of us, frivolous myself and my pensive cousin who is younger than me. My grandma no --- The beautiful grandma did everything for us. She used to carry the loaded corn gunny sacks to make money. She worked a lot that if someone wants a proof of it then I can say that an x-ray machine can’t scan my grandma's bones. Although I was on the wrong path but all I want is to make my grandma contented. That's why I did this. I really did not want to do that but I wanted to do that too...it is complicated. 

What's the guilt Kai committed? What will happen next?