Double Update!!

“Baby” I hugged the man from behind who turned around and smiled at me.

“How are you sweetie?” He said and landed a soft kiss on my forehead.

“Just work, I am tired” I snuggled close to the man’s warmth who reciprocated and led me closer, we stayed there for a while.

I was always cold but he has always been warm and I loved his warmth and always wanted to be like him but the more I stayed like that

I realized… he’s not warm, he’s not warm

When I looked up to see him, I saw him disintegrating in front of me. I tried to hold him,

“Yesung” I looked up to the man who made me feel home. “You are the reason I became like this.”

“No, wait… let me explain. Please.”

But it was of no use and I was left alone, I hated it.

I woke up from the nightmare panting hard, I tried calming myself down, breathing in and out. I felt like I was run over by a truck.

My whole body hurt, I stood up from the bed and walked out to the room. 

I listened for any noise but there was none, it seemed both of them have already left.

The more I stood in the apartment, the more it felt like someone was trying to strangle me, this was what we were supposed to share with, having enough with dealing with myself, i went out to the apartment and walked where my feet took me. It was aimless journey before

“Yesung Hyung!!!” a voice broke my concentration and then I realized I had come to the cafe from the previous night and there he was. 

The man came closer. He was full of smiles before it dropped when he saw me. 

“Hyung, what’s the matter?” a voice trailed with concern when was the last time someone was ever concerned about me.

“I just couldn’t sleep” not sure what else to say, the truth isn’t something should be said aloud.

He glanced at me for five seconds before he took my hands and intervened with his own and led me to the shape.

He pulled me towards the counter and then he spoke to the other person

“Donghae!! Give me a pancake, a waffle and two coffees.”

The man who was Donghae looked at Hyukjae and then me and then did the same thing over again before Hyukjae knocked at the counter to get his attention back and Donghae asked what coffee

“Americano for me” he then looked at me “Vanilla Latte right?” I nodded and he smiled and told the other the order but before pulling away and going towards a table.

Donghae whispered to his ears low enough for only Hyukjae to hear it but I wasn't exactly normal. “Boyfriend?” Hyukae turned to a shade of red. And I bit down a chuckle from escaping “You need to tell me what is going on later” 

Hyukjae just brushed him off and led me to the end table in the room, he sat across me.

“Hyukjae, how long are you going to keep holding my hands?”

When I