Although dinner is here but he wasn't eating, seungcheol's looking at him before he place his chopsticks down and he look quiet angry.

" Eat or you will be starving at night.."

Jeonghan bite his lips, held his chopsticks. 

" Why?! If you refused it that much than why did you started to show emotional towards me?! I thought you were fine but it looks like I'm the only one who sees our relationship in that way. " he's trying not to break in tears cause he really thought their relationship developed since first time they met but this man's too mysterious that he couldn't understand him.

" We're in military, I don't tends to date .. " he continued to eat but jeonghan couldn't shove anything in his mouth.. he stood up.

" If that's what you think than why do you keep me hopping like idiot?! I was stupid to think that you're different. "

He sniffled, climbed on his bed, seungcheol sighed, he stood up and put the tray on kitchen table so when the younger's hungry he'll heat it.

But for now, he know jeonghan won't eat. 

It’s his fault, he should have controlled his anger that moment.

He's lying on his bed while hearing his sniffles and small cry, heart throbbed him but he tried to be strong cause if he show jeonghan how weak he's towards him things will become complicated.

If they focused too much in their relationship, they won't be able to do military training or missions. 

After a while, his sniffles stopped, seungcheol know that he slept so he stood up and took a glance at him, hugging his star-shaped pillow innocently while sleeping peacefully, his beautiful sleeping face making the man's heart flutters.

" I don't want to repeat the same mistake again ~."

Next morning 💕🌺

Today is jeonghan's first training after that accident, the men from before no longer here but in different area and far away from here, as it is been a while since he went out, jeonghan inhaled the fresh air and smiled a little to himself.

The weather is really nice. 

" Coach, can I drink my coffee before training!?". He asked there, rubbing his hands.

The man smiled there gently. 

" Yeah, go and buy me some on the way too ."

He giggled, run inside to get from the machine and cheol there looked. 

He look fine and he was glad. 

" You okay?! It's seems like you two aren't getting along today?! ". Seungcheol flinched at the coach's question.

" That's not true sir.." he rubbed the back off his head.

💗💗🌺

It’s a fact that jeonghan's treated nicely because his father's a high ranked person but after the accident, everyone and especially the coach isn't able to treat jeonghan like the other men, he's being soft on him but he tried not to show it to everyone. 

Now they are jogging around the beach, jeonghan's panting, still not used to jog all this distance. 

Seungcheol behind him, looking at the back of the younger, thinking about what happened.

Was it a good choice?!

He's trapped in the past, jeonghan reminds him of his late lover and the fear of losing him haunts hi