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-you weren't mine to lose-

 The theater club was the rich club. Those phrases were synonymous, really. The affluent kids all made their way into that club on the fourth floor of the university building to keep up with their reputation. But Sehun had never seen them host any workshop or drama. Perhaps they took lessons from there to start the drama in their own lives and in others'. You'd see them propped against the lockers, judging the ones who actually come to study with scrutinizing eyes.

 

 But tonight they'd arranged a party and Sehun came because of Jennie. This wasn't his scene, everyone would say so too, but Sehun had never been in such a scene before so he didn't hate it. The clock struck nine, the night deepened the more he glanced at the watch. He was sitting with Namjoo, the head of the Maths club, the club that actually did some work in the university and they were full on judging the people in front of them.

 

 They were such a source of entertainment. People could be this stupid, Sehun wondered? Small talk at the bar led to enormous obvious advances, some girls were cursing the name of some dude behind them who apparently broke their best friend's heart; just get laid tonight, they said, make him jealous. What a terrible equation. Dance dance dance, drink drink drink, the theater club made him feel like he was the smart protagonist in some teen movie, who knew better than that. And Sehun was quite enjoying this scene. 

 

 "Oh! Junmyeon's there," Namjoo mentioned, looking over her shoulder.

 

 "You're here for the donation," Sehun remarked. "He did tell me he'd help us."

 

 "Actually, I think I'm going to transfer to the theater club," She said instead. Sehun arched his brows, "And make it useful," she continued.

 

 Sehun nodded to himself. Of course. Namjoo's family was new money. Of course she would want to roll with the rich kids now and not be considered some nerd. Sehun stuck around while Namjoo socialized with the ones she thought would be useful in her ascent to the theater club. Watching Jennie effortlessly mingle, he smiled. There really wasn't much for people like him in the world, but on the other hand, so much for the ones like Jennie.

 

 Junmyeon was surrounded by so many, Sehun couldn't catch a glimpse of him throughout the time he just stood in the corner while the revolving neon lights ran across his body. But when he did catch a look of the famous president of the theater club, Sehun realized he was drunk. Junmyeon...was glowing. It was his enormous presence inside the room. No one compared to him and Sehun could see how he won Joohyun's heart. He would've been mad at the guy for forgetting such an innocent girl, but he couldn't bring himself to it.

 

But wasn't that summer exceptionally painful, for the both of us?   

 

 He remembered Joohyun's words. A cruel summer for the three of them then. And this way, he couldn't hate Junmyeon. Sehun started feeling suffocated. He texted Jennie, who was nowhere in sight, and left the stuffy room for some air. The empty porch was so attractive. Two hours in, he received a call from his mother and he ignored it. He had been a good so

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Innocentsoul123
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Chapter 34: This was such a fun ride. I binged read it all in 3-4 hours. It was such a sweet and cute story. I've barely come across a cute story which doesn't have pacing issue and not a drag. I liked all the characters in this story even Junmyeon and Jennie. Both of their situations as silent lovers is understandable, both of their fair share of edgy moments but I'm glad non of them acted y and tried to intentionally create any misunderstanding. I think even if the letters went to the right address then also nothing was ever going to work between Joohyun-Junmyeon and Sehun-Jennie cause Junmyeon was just the least terrible guy out of all the people Joohyun met so she latched onto the idea of holding onto him, that wasn't truly love tbh. It was just her way to hold onto life during all difficulties. Junmyeon too only held onto the idea that someone could genuinely like him when everyone around him is just after his money. If the letters did reach him and they eventually did start dating, it would be just to escape their own realities and with the way Junmyeon behaved so insanely when he met her years later in closure chapter, it just shows their relationship would've reached a rock bottom eventually cause a time would come that he will lose his composure and patience so in his haste he wouldn't even let her have an equal chance of say in the matters or arguments. Same with other case where Jennie is in love with Sehun, although she can genuinely like him, keep him happy and try to mold herself but they're both just too different. Not that it's a bad thing cause Sehun truly do need a happy person to cheer him on but they can't see eye to and eye on matters. Jennie is a social butterfly while the crowd scares Sehun, sometimes love can't be the only common ground in relationship. Sadly in Jennie's case even that was just one sided cause it's so evident throughout their moments that Sehun hold onto her because she was there during the tough moments of his life. Nothing about their interactions was ever romantic to him so even if they had settled down together it would be because Sehun is are too scared or too busy to actually take interest in someone so he'll just settle with Jennie cause she knows him well. He'll never really know what true love actually is cause he'll mistaken familial love he has for Jennie as really love. That type of relationship would seem good in starting phase but would grow over time especially on Jennie's behalf who is truly in love with him and it'll eventually even crack their beautiful friendship. Joohyun and Sehun however just clicks instantly even from the start. Joohyun on the other hand is perfect for Sehun because she grew up from her experience positively. Her actual personality and situations are relatable to Sehun so he relates to her while her approaching method are fast forwarded and heart fluttering which Sehun really needs in life while Sehun himself on the other hand gives Joohyun genuine feelings which she has always craved for. Together they both comfort, grow and heal each other. Both breakthrough their own shells together. I was sad around the chapters when Joohyun gave Sehun a hard time but at the same time her situation is understandable. There was so many coincidences in their story with Sehun ignoring obvious signs about her identity that she must've thought he intentionally approached her, it doesn't help that she has terrible past experiences even with Junmyeon that her defense mechanism kicked in. However I'm glad towards the end it was a sweet ending. I think my favorite moments from this story is the bedroom scene where Sehun showed Joohyun how to dance and their kisses.🥰 Next comes their wedding moments which are exactly how I imagined to be given Sehun's personality in this story. To be honest I was getting tired of seeing toxic Sehun in most stories (ngl I dig that Sehun in stories) but haven't come across much stories where he was a genuinely such a cutie pie😘. I do remember reading a positive Sehun story back when I first joined this site which was really good but the story was too slow paced and slow-burn for my liking. I still have to finish that one 😂 I'm really curious about Yerim and Jongin. Are both of them over or they'll eventually find their way back to each other? Thank you for the beautiful story authornim ❤️
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Chapter 34: Hi author velvelatte!!

I thought the story was done but I was wrong. This is even more beautiful..I am glad that Rimi got through all the bullying but I do wonder if she and Jongin ever patched up their friendship. I guess they might not have..

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Chapter 33: Hi author velvelatte!!

This is so beautiful. Thank you for this story.

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Chapter 31: Hi author velvelatte!!

Wow! There has been so much growth for the two of them in the last few chapters!! However it is especially for Irene. I love every moment of it. I have a feeling that she would maybe give him another chance. Maybe not right away but later probably. Or maybe not. I do not know but I am alright with the outcome even if it is not the ideal happy ending for Sehun. So long as Irene is happy and Sehun somewhat happy.

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Chapter 22: hi author velvelatte!!

it makes me sad to think how she will feel like once she finds out what sehun has been doing to her letters..intercepting them in the stead of junmyeon..will she be mad??will jun be mad??how will it be revealed??through jennie??on accident??will sehun piece it together??

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Chapter 17: hi author rosa!!

these last few chapters have been a roller coaster ride but a good one..one that is necessary and i enjoyed reading it so much..all the emotions were so strong that i felt them even through my screen..just wow..i am speechless by it all..

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Chapter 9: hi author rosa!!

uh ohs i sense some danger coming especially if junmyeon is very much like this about irene..

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Chapter 8: hi author rosa!!

the last chapter is my second most favorite chapter of all..and i hate that jenny did what she did..i can see why she did though..however that is so mean of her..

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Chapter 6: hi author rosa!!

i absouletly love this chapter!!but i am also sad with sehun about the letters possibly stopping..

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