the king of your heart
invisible string
-say you'll remember me-
Dear Junmyeon,
I know this is weird. I am not supposed to send you these letters either. It will be a thousand times easier to contact you online. But that wouldn't be special in any way, right? I want you to hold my message in your hands and remember them. Call me delusional, but I still like you very much. In the midst of so many math formulae and statistics diagrams, I still make time to think about you and every time I do so, I just like you ten times more.
Don't feel pressured to write me a reply. I just hope that one day, you will change your mind about me. I don't want to remain as a child in your eyes, your rejection was only the push I needed to work harder and change your mind. There are so many things I want to tell you, I have signed up for swimming classes. I also got a tuition job just last week. I still have a lot of boxes to unpack.
I swear if you reply to this, unlike the last three times, I am going to burst into some happy confetti. The guts that I have gathered to write even a single letter might move the pyramid of Giza. I wish you a very happy day nonetheless. I hope you're eating well and sleeping and not worrying so much about the robot you are trying to make. You're just in your second year and look at how far you've gotten! But you had always been THE genius in our class so I guess it's normal for you.
You will receive a lot of letters of this kind from many others, but mine will most always be filled with the genuine admiration and love that I have for you. I hope I'm not creeping you out, Junmyeon. I hope you don't get a girlfriend even though there are so many pretty girls around you. Stay safe, and think about me! I'm not a little girl anymore, I swear!
Anyways,
Your faithful idiot,
Bae Joohyu
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