“dear…Pumpkin…honey…my baby…are you home?” jongkook calls jihyo with different nickname he make as soon as he step in the house. But something feels a little bit odd, the house seems empty. He tried to call her wife’s phone but no one answer the call, the school said that she left earlier since she doesn’t feel well but where is she? Jongkook looking around the house

“honey…babe…” he steps in their bedroom but suddenly someone jumps on his back, “wahhh..”

“hahahaha….oppa…you…you..hahahaha…” jongkook smiles looking at his wife laughing like that, she always love to joke around like this every time she has chance

“yahhh…how can you do that to your husband..” jongkook scolds his wife with a smile on his face

“hahaha…you looks funny oppa…hahahha…how can you fall for it every time? Hahaha” jihyo keeps on laughing when jongkook pulls her to his embrace

“naughty wife…” jongkook hugs his wife tightly, he loves her very much and happy just to see her laughing like that even though he doesn’t provide enough in financial but his wife never complain and always cheer him up

“hehehe…oppa…I am sorry…but…I will always do that to you hahaha…” jihyo keeps giggling in his embrace

“what if suddenly I have a heart attach humm..” jongkook looks at her lovingly

“aniii….I am help your heart to get stronger by keep on startling you hehe..”

“naughty..” jongkook kiss on her nose lightly,” are you okay dear? The school said you were not feeling well, I went to pick you up but they said you went home already..” jongkook puts his hand on her forehead trying to measure her body temperature

“oppa…” she smiles lovingly

“what? What happen dear?”

“hehehe…”

“yahhh…I am serious..why are you keep laughing like that? Are you sick?” jongkook observing her face with frown

“noooo…I am healthy hehehe…”

“then what? Dear come on…don’t play with oppa like this…my heart is not strong enough..”

“oppaa…you are so impatient hehehe..” jihyo keeps on smile while whispering on his ear, “I am pregnant..”

Jihyo observing his expression, the same face she had when she got the information from the doctor this afternoon and count on her mind, “1..2..3..”

“jihyo ahhh….”

“oppa…you need 3 seconds to react hahaha…”

“what???” jongkook seems can’t pull himself from the shock

“waee??? something happen oppa..” jihyo starts to worry, because he seems not really happy with this information and she kind of hurt thinking that her husband doesn’t want the baby

“really?? really jihyo ahh?? you are not playing a prank with me right?”

“who will have this kind of prank? You are not happy with the news?” jihyo bits her lower lips

“are you crazy?? of course I am happy…no…I am super happy…finally jihyo ahhh…” he picks her up while laughing like crazy and finally she is smiling too, happy that her husband also want this baby of hers

Jongkook wakes up with tears covering his face, the dream that happened long time ago when he had everything in his hands, but with his own hands too he crush it. It’s been awhile he has a nice dream like this, usually he always has a nightmare, he always dream about the day their daughter died and his wife left him alone

With a heavy heart he wakes up and go to the bathroom, he has running man shooting today and suddenly remember that he was not in a good term with the members. He kind of lost his temper yesterday, ‘why you always mess up your life like this jongkook ahh..’ he thought while looking at himself at the mirror

“hyung…you woke up alread?” gapjin his manager ask as soon as he steps on the house

“yeahh…not feel in the mood of sleeping anymore..” jongkook said while walking to the kitchen and pour himself a cup of water

“another nightmare..” gapjin ask worry about his brother, he knows that jongkook always has a nightmare and he is worry about his mental health, he knows that jongkook seems hiding something from him, although they are close enough like a brother but he feels that something big is burdening him

“mmm…not really…”

“are you eat your breakfast…I bring you some gimbab, wanna some?” gapjin tries to change the topic, he doesn’t want jongkook thinking about his dream again

“are your back alright hyung?”

“yeahh…I am feeling better…I got my medicine last night and I feel much better now..” jongkook grab the chopstick and start eating

“good…but I think you need to take a rest first after the shooting hyung…don’t go to the gym first…I heard from the PD that today’s mission is not hard, it’s eating race without guess..”

“good…I can take a rest while filming and go to the gym after…no need to skip the gym right?” he smiles cheekily at his frown manager

….……

“hyung…should I ask for his forgiveness before we start the shooting?” haha has his worry looks while talking to his jaesook hyung

“i don’t think its good haha yahh…I am worry it will affecting our shooting..we will talk to him after filming…I think its better since we have much more time..”

“i agree with jaesook…we should not worsen the situation…we can observing his mood first before we talk to him..” seokjin said

“but..hyung…how can we face him and act normal like nothing happen?” sechan has this worry looks too, he is afraid of jongkook now

“he is a professional..don’t worry…we just need to do our part well…stop worrying much…it can affecting today’s filming..”

“kwangsoo ahh…stay beside him…trying to help him feels comfortable will you?” seokjin pats kwangsoo’s back to give him courage

“hyung…why me?? I am afraid of him too..” kwangsoo tries to protest

“because we believe you can kwangsoo ahh…only you…” haha said solemnly, “please take care of hyung…he adores you and actually not really angry at you..”

“arrasso hyung…I try my best..” kwangsoo said, he sees worry face at other members face especially somin, she is shaking now

“okay guys…get ourself together…he is still the same jongkook we know…” jaesook tries to cheer them up

….……

The filming is going smooth since they’re all professional, they are joking and laughing so the viewers will never know that actually they’re hiding something. Jongkook seems more quiet than yesterday, but jaesook as national MC hide it with his witty remarks that make everyone laugh

Jongkook sigh as the filming finally end well, he notices that the members are trying hard to make him feel comfortable especially kwangsoo, he didn’t leave his side for a whole day and was trying hard to annoy him so he could get his screen time. He feels guilty for making their relationship awkward, suddenly he feels his handphone vibrating on his pocket and widen his eyes when he see who is calling him

“bro..I found her new information…” jongkook feels his heart is thumping very hard

“she is in korea now..”

“are..you sure?”

“yes…a Korean man with name “cheon sooman” was adopted her and brought her to Korea..”

“cheon…”

“yes…I finally got the information from her ex-colleague that she tried to jumped from the bridge but a guy passed by and saved him..” jongkook’s tears starts to fall down, ‘what have I done to you?’ he thought to himself

“since then she was changing her name to cheon sooyeon that’s why we couldn’t tracked her before..”

“soo..yeon..” jongkook whisper silently

“I am trying to figure out her whereabouts in Korea…don’t worry bro…we will find her soon since we know her name and is going to easy since she is in Korea…I will update to you later…”

“pl..please do…an