“if only I have a son or daughter that grew up without I know about it, I guess I will be happy”

Jongkook simply stated about it when he was filming the “my ugly duckling” when one of his friend and his son visited him. Honestly he kind of jealous with him, if only he can turn back the time

Jongkook looks out from his windows that show him a beautiful view of Hangang river, he has been very successful with his career life, he has everything now, money, fame, fans and even every woman he wants, he only needs to speak to them and woman willing to throw themselves into his arms. Is it the life he was asking for? He left everything just for this, even left his family, he should be happy right? But why his heart can’t feel anything, he doesn’t feel love again, pfft..he is laughing coldly at himself, he doesn’t deserve that, he doesn’t deserve to loved and be in love anymore, he left his family just for his own selfishness, he left his lovely wife devastated, he cheated on her and ignored his own daughter until she died

He build his character into a lovable man, public think that he is a loyal man, many woman thinks that he is a perfect man without knowing the truth. He told the public that he can’t say “I love you” to his girlfriend until he is sure that she is the one he want to marry because what is the meaning of telling someone you love her then you break her heart, people go crazy for that thinking he is a romantic person, but deep inside his heart he knows for sure the reasons, he once told his wife that he love her so much but he left her and broke her heart

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12 years ago when Jongkook was struggled with his career life and had to paid the debt that his company’s own he decided to run away to LA, with the help of his best friend finally he got a job over there as a salesman of one of the insurance company. Even though he kind of enjoyed his life but he never once gave up his dream to be a singer, he tried to debut in LA but failed so many times. When he felt devastated he met her, the love of his life. She was a wonderful woman who had a lovely smile and bright personality, even she was an orphan but she was a positive person.

Jongkook decided to married her, only his parents and some of his and her best friend came to witness it. After a year they have a daughter, a bubbly girl that had a similar personality with her mother. Jongkook had a wonderful and perfect life, even they were struggled with financial problem but he had never been this happy before. His wife was a kindergarten’s teacher and him as a salesma