talk me down (i wanna hold hands with you)
Description
Johnny and Ten are best friends, but somewhere along the line their relationship turns ual. Ten loves Johnny, but they never talk about it, so how can he tell him?
**updates every other saturday**
WARNINGS: homophobia, internalized homophobia, angst. It's a little hollowing at first though it WILL have a happy ending.
Foreword
It started sudden and quiet, as most things do. One second they were sitting next to each other in bed, just two boys, best friends, and the next moment their phones were discarded on the table and Johnny was pulling Ten into his lap, kissing clumsily but sure. And, just like with everything else they did, they fumbled their way through the , but there was something sweet in their gracelessness and their youth. And before Ten had left for his own room afterwards, Johnny, limbs heavy with drowsiness, had reached out for Ten, and whispered, “this doesn’t change anything between us, right? We’re still friends,” and Ten had nodded. Johnny smiled his familiar smile, dropping his hand back to the mattress.
And just like that, sudden and quiet, Ten fell in love.
I'm doing a second part from Johnny's POV which will be up shortly! I'll link it here when I post it!
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