She has told herself countlessly, even she has lost count of it. She won't feel it. But, her heart betrayed what her brain commanded to. It beat crazily each time that pair of sharp dark eyes gazed at hers. Each time his hands touched her, each time his low toned voice called her name.

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It was the first time for him. To feel both heaven and hell at the same time. Seeing her directly was like got sent up to the sky also got thrown to the deepest hole had ever exist. She was beautiful, just like what he has remembered. Her voice was still becoming the most beautiful rhythm he ever heard in all of his life. Whenever their gaze casted each other, his heart was like screaming out. It beat fast, felt so aching that it almost burst out. That feeling, thanked to that thing, he felt so alive.