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t/w: mentions of death

September 15, 2004

Haemi’s short legs couldn’t keep up with her mother’s pace, evidently falling behind as the woman began unloading their packed belongings. She eventually took a short break under a shaded area next to her home. The aromatic, sweet acacia tree in her neighbor’s front lawn drew the girl closer, unaware of the owner’s son at the opposite side of the tree trunk.

 

“It’s so hot!” Haemi exclaimed loudly, slumming down against the tree to enjoy its breeze.

 

“Shut up,” a grouchy voice responded, causing the girl to jump in surprise. She followed the voice to find an older boy on the other side. Curious at the book that he was reading, Haemi plopped down next to him without his permission— only to earn her a weird look in return.

 

“You can read big books already? That’s so cool…” she unconsciously muttered out loud.

 

“Of course, 10-year-olds are practically adults. Didn’t you know?” Sehun rolled his eyes.

 

“You’re the coolest 10-year-old I know!!” Her expression alone was enough to crack the boy’s cold front.

 

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Haemi kicked the playful writer out of the room to change in peace. She hated the fact that his voice was still lingering in her head as if he was still in the room. The rosy hue on her cheeks became more evident whenever he would cross her mind. It was bad enough with the whole clothing mishap, but for him to easily throw out that he was jealous like it was nothing— what a tease. Why would he be jealous in the first place, what was he even jealous about; these were just the few questions she desperately wanted to know. Her thoughts came to a quick stop when she tried to put on Sehun’s sweatpants. The struggle of pulling the pants up her waist in order for it to not touch the floor, she cursed the man’s naturally long legs. By default, she still had to roll up the bottom part for it to not drag. Accompanied by his oversized hoodie, she either looked like the next fashion icon or someone who just gave up on trying. Either way, it was a horrible combination, but also a ridiculously comfortable choice. Letting the sleeves of his hoodie fall on her side, Haemi wiggled the extra fabric around in a helicopter motion to fill her amusement. Catching her in the act was Sehun, who stood by the unlocked door for the past minute without her knowledge; thankfully after she finished changing though. 

 

“You should really lock the door next time,” Sehun interrupted. The editor nervously stuffed her hands inside the pockets of his jacket. A devilish grin appeared on his face as she straightened herself up, all while avoiding his gaze.

 

“I’m going home now,” Haemi mumbled, scrambling all over the place to pick up her clothing pieces. Without context, this scene would look rather scandalous. Sehun could only stand back and enjoy every second of her presence, wishing somehow time could pause right at this moment. And of course to ruin a beautiful scene, the sound of his manager’s muffled voice could be heard from the other side of the door, causing Haemi to pause at her exact position. The way her eyes doubled its side when signaling random hand gestures to her childhood friend, who did nothing else but watch her freak out for the fun of it. 

 

Bohyun’s voice gradually got louder, indicating that he was probably near. The man kept calling out for Sehun, who have yet to respond. In the meantime, his editor searched every corner for a hiding spot; although his minimalistic room left her with very little options. Sehun held back his laughter when she anxiously hid her clothes under his bed, and to make her life just tad bit more adventurous, he decided to call for his manager.

 

“I’m in my room!” the writer shouted, his cheeks aching from wanting to burst out laughing. Bohyun had to show up at the most awkward timing, and she specifically did not want to go through the explaining process. In sheer panic, Haemi jolted towards the nearest hideout space— his closet. This will do for now, she thought.

 

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Khahani #1
Chapter 22: Your work never dissapoints me. I love this oneeeeee
Overdose61
#2
Chapter 22: Been coming back here since idk anymore. I really like the story 🫂
usereri #3
God the story was intense but also not so. Their relationship was so unique and beautiful. The way you characterised each one of them was good. I loved reading this story.
Thank you for writing such a beautiful story ❤️
Handoongi
#4
Chapter 22: I know i was so late to finish reading this story....but the end is so beautiful! Glad that it went happyy :))
dyahkst
#5
Gonna save this story first so i can read it later agshjsks
EJ-ARMYz
#6
Chapter 22: Gosh, i felt like on a roller-coaster
dinjin
#7
Chapter 5: HOLY. . YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES!!!!!!!!! HOLY I WILL GIVE YOU A THOUSAND KISSES IF I ING COULD - HOLY YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!! godddddd YES I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!!! this reminds me of my favourite webtoon ever (bastard) in which basically the male protagonist’s father is a psycho-murderer, and has been since he was a young kid - I really love how it explores the psychology of the male protagonist, specifically how he’s obviously AGAINST what his father does but it’s also all he’s ever known and there’s a massive conflict between being a good v bad person - AND WHEN U WROTE THAT THERE WAS AN INSIDIOUS PART OF HIM THAT ENJOYED WHAT HE HAD BEEN DOING TO HIS MOTHER JUST UGHHH THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD???? And the portray of haemi as his last flicker of hope in being a good person??? YES?????? I’m so hyped for this omgggg I cannot my mind is blown bc I really really really enjoy psychological thrillers and the fact that you’ve written a complex sehun just makes me want to scream out of happiness holy I AM READY FOR THE ANGST AND THE TORTURE MY HEART IS OPEENNNNNNNNN
dinjin
#8
Chapter 4: .........sehun bro u reckon you’re the one losing it??? YOU??? WHAT ABOUT MEEE??? words... WORDS CANNOT EXPLAIN....... MANNNN this chapter only reminds me of how much the exlovers au is soooo underrated? there’s something so freaking romantic about how well they know each other (his mental estimation of 4-5 shots and when she’s screaming his old pet name) it’s aksjdldkls i really really really love your portrayal of their relationship here 😭 and I LOVE MORE THE FINAL SENTENCE OF THIS CHAPTER — i love that he’s resisting it, that he sees her hold on him as some sort of weakness because there’s so much characterisation in that omg???? i love his personality so much here 😭 i really really can’t wait to learn about their divorce/marriage + i love that this plot also centres around sehun’s murderer father like PLEASE the tension is insane??? perhaps his father/mother were a central reason of their divorce??? I JUST CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT!! I love your writing so much! i notice that this story is only 45K and I was somewhat confused because I couldn’t even imagine a story w this plot being written in so few words but??? holy ??? you really really know how to pace things and every detail that we need is all there?? GODDD YOURE AMAZING IT BOGGLES MY MIND ❤️❤️❤️
dinjin
#9
Chapter 2: omgg!!! i’ve been meaning to read this story as i subbed a while ago. i’m only at the second chapter and i’m already in love!!! i cannot express how much i LOVE everything you’ve set out so far - i’m such a freaking er for sehun but even more so when he is this mf weird freak who likes to scare people - THE SENTENCE YOU’VE WRITTEN WHERE HE’S EXCITED FOR HIS NEW EDITOR JUST SO THAT HE CAN GAIN MORE INSPIRATION/CREATIVITY WAS SOO GOOD???? I just... i don’t know i find his character so interesting already and i’m so so excited to see how he’ll develop!!!

ALSO HELLO???? HAEMI AND SEHUN???? the flashbacks??? god i love the structure of your chapters and the little snippets of their past. it really really builds tension because im dying to know what happened when they divorced, what kinds of problems they faced when they eloped and especially how they get find love again KAHDKSJA IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS FIC!!! plus your writing flows so well and it’s just so easy to read. i especially love ur chapter lengths LOL BSHDHS BUT ANYWAY this fic is so good already i love how unique the plot is!!!! AAHHHHH PLEASE EXPECT A LOT OF COMMENTS HEHE ❤️❤️❤️❤️