''He walked across the room and stood infront of me, I didn't dare to look into his eyes but I was dying too. I didn't want him to hate me. I wasn't sure. As he came closer, I could smell his perfume. Did he always smell so good? I cannot describe the happiness that was invading me at that time. The gap gradualy became closer and closer. Is he going to kiss me now? The thought itself made me nervous, my knees felt weak. He brought himself closer to my ear, I could feel his hot breath on my neck, sending shivers down my spine, and then he whispered those three words...

                                ''HYO YOU DISGUST ME''

And right then I knew what a big mistake I had made again, my whole world turned upside down. I just stood there dumbfounded, not knowing weather I should run away from here to never come back or just confront him. He was close but yet so far and out of my reach.