I laydown then turn off the lamp and pulled the comforter up, I close my eyes and imagine I'm in a happy place sometime's it works I fall asleep easily but as of now I'm still up but my eyes are closed, I open my eyes and roam my hand to find my phone 

I turn it on 

12:00am / February 21 2020

I put down my phone and hide it back under my pillow 

I look up, looking at nowhere looking at the darkness maybe darkness will help me to fall asleep easily 

 

Then 

 

An image pop up on my mind 

And its slowly turning in to a video play 

" Yah! Stop playing help me here " she said 

I look at her and put down my phone she's busy  decorating our living room 

" Aish! stop stareing come on help me here" she said looking at me putting her hands on her waist 

I slowly moved and clean up her mess 

She was saying something and I was just listening while cleaning 

" Can you throw it on a trash can its so hard to clean " I said a bit annoyed 

" Aish I'm in rush baby come on help me put this hold on the ladder " 

I put down the cleaning materials then do what she said 

" Hold on the ladder you might fell " i said while holding the ladder and looking at her a bit worried 

" Then catch me " she said then wink 

I smile and i can feel my cheeks are getting hot, aish that was just a wink self chill 

" nah serio----- " I look up and was about to say something but 

Aoooooooch!!! 

A heavy object is on my top i can't breathe I slowly open my eyes, its not an object its a person its her.

I slipped away my hands then rub her back 

She slowly move her head then look at me awfully she's murmuring a word she said sorry then slowly smile 

I smile then approach her to sit 

But instead of obeying me she move up her face closer to me

I was a bit shocked on her action and my damn cheeks are getting hot again 

She giggile 

Then move her face much more closer I can feel her and breathe 

I cleared my throat 

She giggled again 

Aish this girl 

" We should get going so we can finish the decoration " I said nervously trying hard not to make eye contact 

She smirk then move closer pressing her and grinding her things on mine 

I breathe heavily then looked at right aish I can't concentrate she's driving me crazy 

" It can wait " she said on her husky voice 

She was about to pressed her lips on mine but a phone ring brought as back in to reality 

She look at me 

I also look at her 

The phone ring stop ringing and she's ready to drive me crazy again but the phone ring again 

She growled then find the ringing phone 

I breathe a breath of a half disappointed and half relief and immediately sat up 

She walk back to me and show me my phone and who's calling I don't know why but I snapped my phone away and immediately answer the phone call 

I hear her shouting my name but I didn't look back at her I was still holding my phone on call listening to the person talking I was in rush and i can't find my car key so I came back and approach solar who's following every move I do 

I hold her both shoulder then shout at her asking where did she put those keys, she was crying telling me not to leave her 
But I slap her hard causing for her to fell down on sopa she was crying holding her cheeks 

" Where the is the car key!!!" I ask her shouting like a mad man she was just crying not answering me 

I roam my eyes around  put my hands on my head I was shaking but why am I shaking 

I open ev