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I thought that luck is already in my hands. There were days I thought I could almost reach the star above the sky. There days that time flies so past, because the moments I shared with him were the happiest. 

Today, it seems like the luck slipped again in my hands. As the clouds turns to gray. The sky release it anger as the rain start pouring. Then my eyes starts to pour its water. As I felt a tingling pain inside my body, with a similar feeling of having a dagger slowly stabbing my heart. 

"So you are leaving?" I asked trying to hold back my emotions.

"Yes." He simply replied.

"How long you planned to keep this from me?" I searched for his eyes but he look away. "Did you even considered to say it?"

"Why do you even care?" There, he said it. He said it without emotion. It was plain question. 

Why do I even care!? Is that even a question? I love him so much and he is asking me this kind of question. How can he be so harsh to me? Do he still love me? Did he even loved me? I think, I know the answer.

"Then, this how it all ends. I guess?" I swallowed hard and smiled to him sweetly, the way he used to smile at me before. They were all fake, I guess. Like this one.

He look at me with a shock on his face, but he recovered quickly. He is staring at me intently like he is weighing my thoughts. He released a heavy sigh before he stand and start to turned his back away from me.

"This is really the end" I whisper in the wind as I watched him walked away from me. The tears I am trying to hold back finally escape from its chains. I clenched my fist and put it on my chest. I am deeply hurting. It feels like the whole world turned their back on me and slapped on my face how unluck I am. When I met him, I thought I finally found my luck but I guess I never been lucky at all.

♡blew