“My eyes see you, 

I see you, but you 

don’t see me”

Yujin why? What does it take to get you to notice me? Why can’t you look at me the way you look at Minju unnie? Why can’t you just acknowledge me? When will I ever be more than a friend to you?

Every time I think you’re looking at me, I turn around to see her. Why do you always look past me Yujinnie? 

“Your shoulder blades

Your eyes ablaze

The way you throw your head back 

When your losing faith

But finding hope

It lights your face

That helps me cope”

Do you know how happy you make me Yujin? Do you know how much of my life you have taken? How much you cloud my thoughts? It’s always you. Yujin this, Yujin that, there’s never a moment I can’t think of you.

Will I just always have to admire you from afar unnie? I just want to be able to look at you freely. We’ve gotten so close that now I feel strained to do just that. Why do you always have to hurt me unnie? Out of all people it’s you. I’m so lost right now unnie.

 I just want you…