“You should start accomplishing your mission Yujin. The longer you stay in that body, the weaker your own body gets”

That’s a wakeup call for me. Am I getting too comfortable in this body and my mission totally slipped my mind? I’m sure Chaewon waits for me to finish her wishes too. I have a feeling that she’s still watching over to see if I’ll do good for her. Somehow, I feel her presence, telling me that before she can whole-heartedly go to the paradise, I should first make things right for her.

I heaved a deep sigh; this is really hard for me. Focusing on things that I don’t really believe in and worrying for my own life at the same time really confuses me. It’s so hard for me to determine what to do first or what prioritize least.

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Days had passed. Chaewon’s body is recovering, thank you to Minjoo who always take care of me rather to Chaewon’s body. I’ve asked her if Chaewon had a diary but she just shook her head. Minjoo helps a lot to me. Staying here is not bad after all. She keeps on telling their little fairytale stories hoping that Chaewon remember anything from it.

“Maybe it’s time for you to know Chaewon.” We’re on the bed; I’m just listening to her stories about Chaewon’s life when she became serious. I get a little awkward when she said we’ll share one bed but who am I to demand something right? I won’t be staying here for long and I’m in her life partner’s body, she surely wants to be with Chaewon. And she only got a little time left to spend with this body so I should allow her to feel that Chaewon is still here. She’s been doing this every night before we sleep. I know Minjoo hopes that Chaewon will gain back her memories but it’s too impossible.

Minjoo is sleeping right next to me. I can’t sleep because of the thoughts that bug me again. I decided to go