I silently watched over how the raindrops drip by the tall windows, it was a soothing view especially since it was a night time, and there were few lights from different buildings that made it a whole mood. I couldn’t believe I was still with Taehyung till now even after my attempt to end it, it was just fall but now the weather begun to cool more before officially leading to winter.

I snuggled closer to Taehyung’s chest, enjoying his warmth. I had soft Taehyung all over again, as the dark Taehyung from the last encounter was put back to sleep. He was actually dead worried after, afraid that I was terrified of him with his awoken side. The room was extremely cozy the low lighting and the warmest blankets covering over our bodies. We were still a no label couple, our situation remained the same and we weren’t changing either.

I felt the light from Taehyung’s phone radiate and I see him type a reply to Jisoo. I saw a long paragraph from her text but he only replies with just a short messages before placing his phone to his night stand. “A little respect for your side girl” I laughed at him when he catches my eyes.

He grins before pinching my nose, babying me, “Is my Dubhe jealous?”.

My eyebrows meet at what he called me, I wasn’t familiar with what it meant, “A Dubhe?”.

He chuckles at my reaction as he pulls me closer. “Dubhe is the brightest constellation, that makes you my own Dubhe.” he explains as he looks at me, I liked it actually, he compared to a constellation which felt new besides the cliche baby, love and you name it.

Taehyung rubbed his hand on my arm, which made me wondered out of a sudden, “If you had to pick just one to date will it be me or Jisoo?”. I feel his stop and he sighs, “Didn’t we go over this before?”.

He sits up and I followed so, as I grabbed the blankets to cover my chest. His arm was still wrapped around my shoulder,“You two are different.”.

“Would you leave her to be with me?” I tested him and he just stares along, “or anyone.”. He chuckles at my sudden additional statement kissing my hair.

“I’d definitely love to be your boyfriend, you know that Dubhe. But I have a principle for myself, that if I were someone’s first boyfriend then I’d be the last one.” He says, the only reason he wasn’t breaking up with her. But the naive girl didn’t know his cheating history as I did, I wasn’t the only one he was having an affair with while he was with Jisoo but few girls were already there before me.

I rolled my eyes at his answer. He was making her believe she was living a fairy tale, a perfect relationship, a perfect princess living life, when it wasn’t. She was this innocent girl who believed in them when in reality it was all fake. I scoffed, “So you are living as if you are her prince cheating?”.

He laughs at my reply, “I think its prince charming just like the fairy tales.”. I scoffed again, crossing my arms. His laugh becomes louder and her showers me with pecks, “I already said it, if you are jealous then say so.”.

“Then why can’t you just let me go?”

He hums as if he was thinking, snuggling me closer as if we weren’t close enough. “Because I love you and even if you did try to run away, I’d always go chasing you back and I know you would always come back to me. ” He says but it wasn’t fluttering to hear, it was selfish of him. Selfish of how he decides to keep both. But did he lie? I don’t think so because I was fragile, I always loose my cool to T