Taehyung knelt in front of me, as I sat on his couch. His hands wrapping mine, hearing several apologies coming out from his mouth, still not revealing the truth. After waiting me in the front gates, we ended up in his apartment, to talk it out. And I prayed I get the truth I needed and to end this sin, I was committed in.

“Just answer me, Kim Taehyung!” I shouted at him, finally looking him in the eyes.
He sighs when he hears his full name coming from me. “I did take advantage of Lee Chul’s advantage-”

My eyes widen at his confession and I felt the urge of wanting to vomit of what I was even hearing but taking notice of my reaction he immediately shook his head, “No, I didn’t do anything with him if that’s what you are thinking. I guarantee you that, you can ask Kyungsun if that will make you believe me. ”.

I found myself calming down as I hear him and waited for him to proceed, “All the works I do now, I did look for them and my new handler helps me land the jobs. Okay?”

“How about Jisoo?” I ask and I see him gulp. He looks away from me. He was still dating her. 

I scoffed at his reaction and stood up. “I can’t believe you, Taehyung. You are a ing cheater! You are using me for your needs just because your girlfriend is in the States and just because I am someone at school! You are using me to have your name lifted! And don’t you even dare to deny that because I know Jisoo has won pageants and so did your previous girls!” I fumed.

Of course anyone would die to date Jisoo. The girl was beautiful, with stunning visuals. It is totally understandable why she had won several pageants and how she featured on an artist’s music video. The girl was a living goddess.  But what doesn't sit with me right is the fact that he cheated on her multiple times.

He was denying it as I heard him mumble but I was ready to storm out the door till he grabs me and pulls me to face him, “No! That is not true anymore! I did thought so first but-” . He suddenly softens before continuing, “You were different, Jinae . That’s how I wanted it to be at first but I wanted to know you more, I wanted to be with you despite of you having a title or not. I didn’t expect myself to fall in love with you.”.

I shook my head to whatever I was hearing, that cliche punch line, “That isn’t love, Tae! You know its pure lust!”, I cried as I struggled from his hold. But he wasn’t letting me go, his eyes intensely stare at me but I noticed that tears were falling down to his cheeks. “I love you, Jinae.”.

“Even if you actually did, it wouldn’t feel right.” I said he loosens his hold.

Instead of letting me go, he harshly grabs me and  wraps his arms around me as I felt his rough kisses on my lips. I didn’t want this. This isn’t supposed to happen now. I tried my best not to give in till he bits my lower lip making my lips separate for a low moan, he immediately takes advantage of it and my tongue was already dancing along his. I betrayed myself, I wanted him.

He groans in my mouth and we kissed harder till we run out breaths. I couldn’t believe myself as I easily gave in.

Our lips pull apart and he leans against