"Since that day and i don't know what happened to me" sitting next to Donghae on his bed, Siwon started explaining his feelings "I
wish i didnt remember, i really wish... but I do" he said, eyes going to DOnghae's lips and lingering there for a while before he
looks into Donghae's eyes "I don't know for how long, i always thought you'd be here for me" he continued, his hand caressing
Donghae's cheek "but suddenly you're gone...Donghae.... I.. I " Siwon stuttred then stoped what he wanted to say and thought to show
Donghae what he feels. 

Donghae's heart broke for Siwon and himself. he longed to hear those words for so long that he already convinced himself that it's
not going to happen. he's not lucky enough to be loved by this guy. but everything is turning upside down now that he's sitting in
front of his first love, hearing his confession. 

Yes, he should be happy, yea, he should feel lucky, but why he's not feeling that way? 

He trembled when suddenly he was pushed back on the bed and in an instant Siwon attacking his lips and kissing him slowly at first
and then it turned to kissing so hard again. 

Donghae pushed Siwon away,he didn't want the kiss, he really didnt want this. he pushed Siwon away again but Siwon wouldn't budge at
all and instead he grabbed Donghae's hands up and held them tight in his strong grip "Ughh... Si.. Siwon..stop" Donghae hissed at the
painful attack. this is something he never expected.

"Don't leave me Hae" Siwon said and going down Donghae's neck and with his other hand he opened two buttons of Donghae's shirt. 

Donghae started to really freak out, more than before. his heart started beating faster and heavily. his breathes coming out loud but
short. he fought back, he tried to loosen the grip on his hands but Siwon would make it stronger. he cursed and yelled for Siwon to
let him go but the guy wouldn't. 

Donghae gathered all the power he had and pulled one of his knees up and kicked Siwon in the groin. Siwon fell back with a cry and
Donghae found his chance to get up and head fast to the door. he stumbled at the key which was still on the door. his hand was
shaking to unlock it quickly. 

he looked back, Siwon is looking toward him furiously while trying to recover from the hit and starting to stand up. Donghae unlocked
the door and ran toward the exit door but stumbling on the slippery floor " this" he looked back, getting nervous and anxious  
when he saw Siwon heading his way making himself hurry to get up and head to the main door as fast as he can. 

He finally reached the door. unlocking the door and then holding the knop with his hand to open but then Siwon's held his hand and
pull it back. Donghae froze, he got terrified when his eyes met Siown's. he was insane "Siwon, please we're friends, Why are you
doing this to me" he cried beggin, wishing there is still a little of his sweet friend yet in him, he kept yelling to his friend,
yelling for his friend to realise what he's doing "What happened to you, Why you're like this".

Siwon glared at Donghae madly and next Donghae cried of pain when Siwon's balm came in touch with his cheek. his cheek thropped,
feeling the heat rise and eyes starts tearing.

"You shouldn't ran away Hae" Siown said in a whisper before pushing Donghae on the door "I only wanted to show you how much I care
about you" He continued while leaning close to Donghae.

the door knop hitting Donghae's back, feeling a lump forging on his