It was one of those cold mornings of December, Soobin was waiting by the window for the rest of the boys to come find him in the living room, he watched as the trees swayed in the wind and the rain drops touched the fair glass. He felt the same, cold and weak just like the trees. They are usually so strong and would stand mightily against everything but today they look weak, the wind is bringing them down. 

He woke up way before his alarm went on and slowly started his day, nothing much they said, another day at the company planning for whatever they had coming. Soobin closed his eyes for a second, listening to his own heart beats while everything else was so still.

It was early and the dorm was quiet, he just waited patiently for them to start waking up one by one and just like that, Soobin let go of the feeling in his chest. He breathed in and out deeply, his day is just starting and he needs to focus.

A couple of hours later, they were all in the van heading for Big Hit. Soobin looked around, everything seemed so peaceful, Taehyun with his airpods on, Beomgyu talking to Kai about something insignificant and Yeonjun was dozzing off again. A typical day start but Soobin's heart was still racing and no matter how much he wanted to let the upsetting feelings inside his stomach go, he couldn't

* it up* he told himself *It will be fine* he said 

The moment the boys got to the headquarters, they were guided to a meeting room, Soobin