“It’s kind of hard sleeping without you, I’m just writing. I get most inspired at night. I think it’s crazy how Music explains things we haven’t yet experienced, or things we want to experience, or things that we’ve painfully experienced, or happily, you know? It’s something I’ll always love, it’s the only way I’ve known how to express myself. And people connect to it. It doesn’t matter where in the world you go. Music is the only thing that’s universal. No matter the language or the message, it all gets across and it’s so beautiful.” Jonghyun was an amazing writer. Songs, poems, letters. His words were like silk to Kibum, always smooth and warm. And Kibum was always smitten when the boy he loved started talking about the things he loved. 

“You’ve got a point...Suit Up? What’s this?” Kibum picked up one of the many sheets of paper surrounding Jonghyun and sat next to him while reading it.  

“A song… I wrote it for you. You weren’t supposed to see it, but I wanted to play it for you when I finished it. It’s just a thought right now.” Jonghyun said shyly. 

Kibum blushed reading the lyrics and smiling like an idiot. 

“You’re such an amazing writer...Is this about after the wedding?” Kibum chuckled.

“I mean.. It’s more about the intimacy that comes with finally being free and married. Plus We won’t know for… 9 years now?” Jonghyun planted a kiss on Kibum’s cheek and Kibum rolled his eyes. 

“You think I’m still going to marry you?” Kibum scoffed.

“I don’t have a doubt in my mind, babe. I’m sorry about SeKyung. I’m going to break it off with her, publically. I can’t keep hurting you like this.” Kibum lit up at this and cuddled closer to Jong on the couch. Jonghyun reached into his pocket and put the ring back on Kibum’s finger, wrapping his arms around his lover and kissing his forehead and they fell asleep like that, melting into each other and letting the weight of the world leave when they were together. 

“Tae, I think I have an idea.” Key said, interrupting the drama he and Taemin were watching on their ditch day.

“Lay it on me.” Taemin pushed pause on the drama and gave Key all of his attention.