« trauma. »「darawon semi-au」


Dara is no stranger to other’s attention. Her romantic self is lost after the umpteenth empty relationship with another wolf who preyed on her innocence, causing her to push everyone away.

Her monotone life gets turned around when she confesses her 20-year long crush for SECHSKIES’ leader, Eun Jiwon, on National TV. She laughs it off as if it were only a childish crush, as if she didn’t actually find comfort and strength through him.


Jiwon is living with the burden of his shattered marriage and absolutely hates people for making fun of his condition. He avoids every woman who comes his way with his lack of interest; struck by the fear of ending in a doomed relationship. Jiwon starts to feel bothered by that annoying and bubbly hoobae, he can't see why she seems to like such a flawed individual as himself. He can't understand how she manages to break his thick wall of indifference.


When the universe makes these two people’s lives collide, they find themselves strangely drawn to one another. They seem to fill up each other’s loneliness. He gives her the courage to fight for her dreams, she gives him the courage to love once again.

Everyone has to face their own personal demons, they’re no exception.

Love is not easy.

Will these two characters of an ill-fated story find their way to one another?


Characters. Eun Jiwon (SECHSKIES), Sandara Park (2NE1)

Genre. Romance, Drama


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  • This is a work of fiction.
  • I will try to upload at least once a month,
  • Didn't see a lot of DaraJiwon fics so I decided to write my own

—Rosey( TwitterTumblrWattPad )


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Polaris. [CL x DPR IAN] // angst, romance // ongoing



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It was fascinating how that girl made me lose control over my actions. 


first, she makes me flee from the studio and then she brings me to kiss her when really, I wanted to reject her? 


this girl is really something else. 


I was debating with myself whether it was the soju in my bloodstream moving my body or the hormones. Deep down I knew those were just petty excuses.  

No matter how lonely and drunk I was, I never managed to do those sorts of things, even when beautiful women tempted me. I just couldn’t. 

All I could see was Sooyeon’s face. Even quickly peeking at other women made me feel unfaithful, even after years and years had passed from our divorce, the moment our love withered. 

That was the first time the memory I had of her didn’t interrupt me from getting closer to another woman. 

chapter 12 is finally out!


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Chapter 15: Okay...sooo...it's been a year. T^T I checked my favorite story out again to re-read. I'm really waiting for a new chapter but I understand author-nim must be so busy. I hope you are doing well, author-nim! Be safe always.

Also...is it cringe if I still feel kilig (butterflies in my stomach) because of their partnership in the game? huhu. I miss this story~

Please keep safe and hope to get an update, authornim~ ^_^
Fr0zenMus1c #2
Chapter 15: Hello authornim 👋🏼 I hope you’ll upload an update soon.
Chapter 15: Hellooo~ I am here again to reread everything! huhu. I miss DaraWon! I also hope you are well, authornim! Please be safe and healthy.:)
zielarchie #4
Chapter 15: Thanks a lot for coming back to this fic! So happy for the new chapter!!
Chapter 15: I want to punch some a**h*les right now... >:| i feel so angryyy!!! how can anyone actually think like that about the Sandara Park? I hope both of them trip and die...okay, that was such a bad thing to wish for. sorry!! I hope Jiwon oppa beat your asses, especially in the game. gaAaaaHHhh!!!! but seriously, how cute would Jiwon oppa and Dara look together, right? gaAagahHh--we need more DaraWon fanfics, pleaseee!!!

oh, and thanks again for the updates, authornim! my daily dose of DaraWon is fulfilled, yayy~!! now i'm gonna watch DaraWon date again! kkkkk~
Chapter 14: OMYGOOOOOOOSH! I got a dedication. yayyy! thank you so muuuch! huhu. you don't know how much this means to me!!! and finally... updates! i really don't know how to thank you enough.... i love it! and the games, woah, okay... ‘little bastard’, but srsly, Eun Jiwon, are you really annoyed or actually jealous? *smirk* lmao, they're sooo cute!!! i always wish for more interaction for these two in real life!! :')
Special1204 #7
Chapter 14: Towards the end of 2022, actually i'm still waiting for this, miss your written darawon fic soo much <3
zielarchie #8
Chapter 14: Just found this story and binge read it up to the latest chapter. Thank you so much for this very well written darawon fic <3 Really loving their chemistry in this fic. I got so immersed in the story that I couldn’t stop reading it xD Hopefully there will be more chapters to come <3
positive_life #9
Please update soon… thank you so much
apink_asz #10
Chapter 14: finally there is new update.. i thought there is no new update.. i waited for months.. haha...