changes

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onew flicked the needle in his hand, held it up to arm which he had banded to see his veins more easily.

but before he pushed the plunger down, he had a thought.

’what would it take... to feel again...?’

 

Foreword

if you had caught him two years earlier, man, the difference you would have seen.

jinki was a man who had it all.

a successful career. a stable home. a loving partner. happiness.

he had nothing to complain about.

until one by one, everything he had started getting stripped away.

a successful career. a stable home. a loving partner. happiness.

a stable home. a loving partner. happiness.

a loving partner. happiness.

a loving partner. 

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and eventually, he found a new all to have.

pills. powder. spirits. numbness. worthlessness.

he had begun living with his eyes half open.

his days were defined by finding his next high.

that is what he’d been for months now. 

every damn day.

he flicked the needle in his hand, held it up to arm which he had banded to see his veins more easily.

but before he pushed the plunger down, he had a thought.

’what would it take... to feel again...?’

.

he’s been thinking about some changes.

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.

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TW for substance abuse and addiction.

story inspiration: lauv - changes

(i do not own the song)

listen to it before or while reading :)

junkie!jinki, onho

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Im_____ljk
#1
Chapter 2: Thanks for writing, I didn't know what to think of this, but I loved how you wrote this story. Thank you!!
Az_StMd #2
Chapter 2: 😔🤘❤️
cool_fire77
147 streak #3
Chapter 2: your writings are easy to read...descriptive but not drawn out....on to another
Jongluv83 #4
Chapter 2: I was worried how this was going to turn out with the way it started. But happy it had a hopeful ending. And the way you write is so descriptive. I could picture everything clearly.
SHINee_2508 #5
Chapter 2: I really loved the way you narratred the story in jinki POV♥ thanks for the story ♥ ♥