Explode
Sugar coatedFor you I disassemble myself
I want my voice to sing in your ear
You remind me there's no danger
In the dark room to sleep
And now I sleep well
Shuhua was looking by the window at the raging storm, thunder was tearing the sky but she wasn't afraid, not when she just leaned in Soojin's arms, resting her head against her heart, her heartbeat calming her.
-Baobei?
Soojin Shuhua's hair
-Hmm?
-Are you afraid? Want me to put on some music to distract you?
-It´s alright
-Is it really?
Shuhua could hear Soojin's concern in her voice and snuggled into her.
-As long as I'm like this in your arms, I'm not afraid
Soojin placed a kiss in her hair.
-I'm glad to hear this
About love, I've said so much
My heart has already wandered in so much houses
Now I see that I didn't even know anything
Loving is more than saying about love
Soojin was still asleep when Shuhua got up to prepare breakfast for them, as she padded quietly down the hall she couldn't help but look at the pictures hanging on the walls, memories of all the years together. Shuhua remembered the moment she realized she loved her, she never expected the person she had been hooking up to stay by her side, they met at a university party and ended up spending the night together, she expected to wake up alone in her bed but to her surprise Soojin had stayed, they started something casual and for months she hadn't even been sure they were a couple, at this point Shuhua had grown accustomed to spending weekends with Soojin but they had never put a label on what they were. Until one night when they went to a party and a woman hit on Shuhua, Soojin was extremely rude to Shuhua and they ended up arguing, they went days without talking to each other until Soojin appeared at her apartment, looking more beautiful than ever and Shuhua felt her heart race, she had no idea how much she liked her until she saw Soojin standing at her door
-I'm in love with you
-Jin ah...
-I know we both had bad experiences in our old relationships but I fell in love with you Shuhua and I know you like me too
That day Shuhua made the best decisions of her life, she invited Soojin in and they talked about everything they should have talked about before, their fears, their anguish, their yearnings, it was a long and difficult conversation but in the end they decided to try, and now years later Shuhua was sure she made the right decision
We chose one another each and every day
And I would choose you a million more lives
Because one is not enough, love
And I want everything I can live, baby
We chose one another each and every day
And I would choose you a million more lives
Because one is not enough, love
And I want everything I can live with you
All I can live for (all I can live for)
At first, things were weird, trying to establish a nice flow between them, they bot
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