I don't wanna talk about it

I don't wanna think about it

I'm just feeling low, feeling low

Shuhua would never forget when she first time she saw Soojin, it was as if she was watching an angel, the way she spoke, the way she walked, and especially the loving way Soojin treated her, Soojin had taken a liking to her almost immediately, even with the language barrier they became great friends, Soojin did her best to be there for her since the beginning, they became friends, confidants, partners in rehearsals, and the connection between them has become stronger over the years. Unfortunately for Shuhua over the years the feelings she had started taking a turn for the romantic turn and no matter what she did, they would not go away even though she knew Soojin was dating Hui, of course she wouldn't say anything to Soojin, she wouldn't risk losing that friendship, she just allowed herself to dream, to wish in the dark of her room, even when they had sleepovers, sharing her bed, curling up together throughout the night, It was the sweetest torture having Soojin in her arms  but not touching her

Even when you're next to me

It's not the way I’m picturing

I'm just feeling low, feeling low

You wanna be friends forever?

I can think of something better

When Shuhua fell asleep in Soojin's arms she dreamed that they were dating, Soojin would not have said yes to Hui, they would exchange kisses while watching a drama on TV, Shuhua would take her on dates, not those boring dates that Hui took her but rather for doing things that she knew Soojin really liked, dates that would make Soojin's cheeks hurt from so much laughter

They had finished one more rehearsal, Shuhua was sitting on the floor trying to catch her breath when Soojin sat beside her, leaning her head on Shuhua's shoulder

-Is everything okay Shu?

-I'm almost memorizing the choreography Jin ah

Soojin started playing with Shuhua's arm and the Taiwanese thanked the skies that she was red from rehearsals so Soojin wouldn’t notice her red cheeks, the only thing she could focus on was Soojin's presence, her vanilla scent was still pleasant even after hours of rehearsal, her fingers tightened on Shuhua's arm

-Let's go home and see a movie?

-I thought you were going out with Hui today

-We had a fight again

-Jin ah, you two fight too much

-I know....

Before Shuhua said anything else Soojin got up and pulled her off of the floor, going along with the other girls to the van, their intertwined their hands as they were walking, Shuhua knew she was upset but would wait for Soojin to say anything

I'm just feeling low, feeling low

Sleeping here right next to me

But will you ever mess with me? No

But at least I got you in my head, oh yeah

Hours later and a jar of devoured ice cream Soojin was sleeping cuddling with Shuhua on the couch, the puppies were also lying on the couch enjoying the warmth of the blanket, Soojin looks so serene lying there that Shuhua has to hold herself back from caressing her cheeks, how can someone be as beautiful as Soojin? She knows that after dawn Hui will appear in the dorm and they will make up so for that instant she would take the opportunity to have Soojin all to herself

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