TW: HOMOPHOBIC LANGUAGE

Kissing Shuhua was a unique experience for Soojin all the tension faded as she melted in her arms as they kissed again and again. They slept that night embraced as if they were one and in a way they were, when morning comes a shy smile continued on Shuhua's face, especially after Soojin gave her a good morning kiss. The kiss changed everything and at the same time it didn’t change anything, they were still Soojin and Shuhua, glued to their hips 24 hours a day except that now they exchanged more daring kisses and caresses in their bedrooms, Soojin found out that simply being with Shuhua never seems enough and she craves for more and more, the first time they gave themselves to each other Soojin finally understood what all those romantic movies tried to explain, Shuhua's lips seemed to burn her skin deliciously and she had never felt as connected to someone as she felt with Shuhua

-Harmeoni!!!

Sohui looked embarrassed at her grandmother

-You are already 10 years old Sohui, you know how babies are made

-I know, but I don't need to imagine my harmeoni doing ... that

Soojin her granddaughter's hair

-Where did I stop?

Telling the girls was easier than Soojin imagined, Miyeon thought they were dating for a while and the others started planning their triple wedding, the only one who was quiet was Soyeon, when Shuhua went to the market with Yuqi Soojin took the opportunity to talk to the leader

-Hey Cap

-Hey Soojin

-Listen, I realized that you were not very happy to know that Shuhua and I are dating, I promise we will be discreet

Soyeon scratched the back of her neck

-You know how things are in Korea

-I know it won't be easy

-I just don't want to see either of you getting hurt

-I can say the same about you and Yuqi

-The difference is that my parents already know about Yuqi, and yours? How do you think they will react to your relationship with Shuhua?

Soojin was quiet and lowered her head

-Exactly ... look, I am nobody to judge but I hope that when the time comes you have the courage to do what is right

Soyeon's words kept echoing in Soojin's mind but she preferred to ignore and enjoy her moments with Shuhua. With the comebacks and appearances on tv shows it was increasingly difficult to find time to be alone but they didn’t complain, they were both going after their dreams, it was at one of Moonbyul’s secret parties that she could enjoy a normal date with Shuhua, the hall was full of idols that the media would never dream of being together, Soojin and Shuhua were on the dance floor swinging in the rhythm of the music enjoying the moment, no relationship was perfect and they had some fights but at the end of the day it was in Shuhua's arms that Soojin wanted to be.

Due to the busy schedule Soojin didn’t have much time to visit her parents but her mother came to visit her often, without warning, which set Soojin’s head on alarms, they avoided being near when Mrs. Seo was around but Soojin could see in her mother's eyes that she knew something and was not happy at all, Shuhua didn't notice anything because Mrs. Seo was still treating her the same but Soojin knew her mother very well and she could see the forced smiles. Shuhua's parents were something completely different; despite the rigid upbringing that they gave their daughters the Yeh accepted well their relationship, according to Mrs. Yeh Shuhua always said that she would marry a princess so they already expected it

The end of the contract with Cube was approaching, the girls had not yet sat down and discussed what the group's next steps would be, Soojin and Shuhua had some discussions about it, Shuhua wanted to buy an apartment for them to live together if the group decided to disband but Soojin was not ready for the implications this would have, in one of the rare weekend she had to visit her parents, Shuhua had stayed in Seoul to help Handong with a surprise for her girlfriend, Soojin noticed that her mother was extremely quiet and sensed that something would happen

-Soojin, I saw on TV that Hui came back from the army, isn't that wonderful?

-Yes mom, I bet he missed his group mates

-And you Soojin

-Mom, Hui is just my friend

-He didn't date anyone after you, did he?

-As far as I know no

-You see? The boy never forgot you

-Mom

-Soojin this is a great opportunity, you don't know if your group will renew with Cube

Soojin could feel her father's gaze on her, Soojin felt that this was the time

-Mom, dad I hav