I didn’t dare to hope because I am a coward.

I am a coward who was afraid to lose someone so dear if I’ve ever hoped more than what I’ve already had.

I would stop, I said to myself.

If he insisted to stay and waited for me finishing whatever work I lied to him, then I’d consider to keep this butterfly in my stomach.

But If he left, I’d stop.

And he left. 

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I would be lying if I say this is a oneshot. It's more like a scene of a storyline. I decided I will share this scene instead since I think that the storyline need to be fixed here and there. Even I had a thought that I would not make this into a story once. I am considering to post the story here but if the respond is not as much as I am expecting then it will stay as a scene. 

Also, this is my first post here so I hope this give you much picture of what I have been picturing in my mind. English is not my mother tongue but I enjoy writing in English. I will share my other story here as well. Until next time, ciao~

p.s.: I would be glad if we can be friend...