Jessica pov,

" Why you doing this to me?! I never done something wrong!!! " I said with a loud voice, this is unbelievable. Right now I'am standing
in front of my members/sisters, why? because I just receive a text message coming from one of our managers saying that I'm no longer part of this team the famous girl group called Girls Generation. When I first saw that message I rush to our dorm and start shouting at them and right now they not even looking at me nor speaking, what's with them? I can't read their minds and I felt that they are new to me , they are not the sisters I used to know. 

" Sica, If you leave the group is so much easier to you to work the company of your's look this is for your own good." Yuri said with a frown that is forming in her face, I just blanky stared at her is she kidding around? I'am hearing the right one?

" We talked about it sica, the company wants you to focus only in the group but since you invested too much to your fashion company they said it will never work it out. I swear to God sica we beg the comapany to rethink about this " wow with so many year's I never thought of leaving the group even I'am dead tired of doing rehersal, photoshoot I never abandon them and now I'am working with another fashion company they will kicked me out ? wow just. Wow

" So taeyeon do you think this is for my own good? For heaven sakes! I sacrifice a lot of thing's to accomplish this and now you just saying that I cannot do it? that I'am already kicked out? without giving me a chance to prove it?. " I said to them while my tear's is flowing down to my cheeks , i can't stand facing them they killing me in the inside ..

" Jessie , believe us this is for your own, you will be busy if you handle the GG and your fashion i t--- " I inturruped what tiffany said to me

" Wow , Tiffany. Can I laugh now? you guys think that!? all of us are busy and I put my effort to this group, I managed my time to practice and do the stuff that we need to do, I FREAKING DO THIS FOR US! can't you undertand that!?" I said and run outside the dorm my tears are already flowing like a river damn this! I walked out with a heavy breathing and straight to my car, I can't believe this! For all the people inside the world why my sister's betrayted me of all the sudden? those year's in my life they are like my family. But
why this is happening now ? Please tell me that this is a dream or nightmare. I dont care if there is a camera and all of this is a prank I will never get mad at all. I was about to turn on my engine when my phone ring

* Soojung is Calling *

" Yeoboseyeo ? " I said, and hoping she didn't notice my shaky voice.

" Unnie? "

" Oh soojung? wae somethings wrong? "

" No, just checking you anyway unnie are you alright you sound like are crying right now? "

" Aniyo, i just have a cold soojung. Don't worry fany is taking care of me " I bit my lips very hard, I hate when I lie to soojung I just dont want her to get stress because of my personal issue.

" You are going to china now unnie right? can you buy me a present pleaaaaseee " she said it with her cute voice

" I will soojung " 

" And say hi to your members unnie I have to go now unnie , manager oppa is now calling me .. " she said , I  just say okay to her and end the phone call I start my engine and headed to our house appa and umma is not at home great timing though, when I reach my bedroom full of our picture's in my desk I slowly reach that photo's and start to cry hard and trow things at my wall I look like a crazy woman screaming and cursing crying. I j-just  don't know how to deal this I totally messed up right now. Seohyun is trying to call me but my anger hit's my brain and the result is my phone is crashed due to me that i trow that stupid phone to the wall. Because of crying so hard i fell asleep.

3 days passed

My only routine is crying, sleeping and drinking wine. Soojung is not here and she has no idea what I'm doing to my self right now she is busy to her band cause fx is having a comeback now and I know that she is so tired, thank heaven's that she did not coming home. *sigh* I'm just staring at the ceiling my room is a mess, broken glasses, broken phone, all clothes are shattered it is like my room is robbed and my brain is not functioning at all. What are you doing to your life Jessica Sooyeon? maybe I'am crazy right now, yea so crazy that I have'th
eaten anything these days I never come out maybe isolation is the key for curing this sadness and breakness that I'm feeling right now, I stand up and face the mirror and realize this is not the Jung Jessica I know, swollen eye's messed hair, eyebags, and a wound at my left hand . then i heard a car horn

" Unnie!!! " I heard soojung's voice , suddenly I have a heart attack , my body is not functioning, my brain is confused and I dont know
what I'am gonna do right now maybe I will jump to my window ?? that is crazy sica I will be dead if you do that. 

Krystal pov,

I reach our house , in 3 day's I have no heard about my unnie I reached to snsd dorm but she is not there I'm trying to call her but her phone is unattended wonder how she is now?

" Maybe jessica unnie is not here soojung ah " luna said to me, by the way I drag my members here well expect sulli she had a shedule today we just here to have lunch and visit unnie too. I just shake my head

" Unnie!!! " I shout , but no one's is responding it's wierd because when I call unnie she is always responding and I have a bad feeling when I saw the boxes in the living room suddenly Amber spoke

" Maybe she is sleeping right now ? "

" Yea , we all knew that sica is sleeping beauty right ? " victoria unnie said, she got a point though I ran to her room. Why my heart is beating to fast when I open the door, shock came to my body her room is mess I cannot believe it then my eye's turn straight and I saw my sister

" Unnie .. " I just stared at her, tears are all over her face, she got the panda eye's a pale face totally messed up what's happening to her!? I want to shout to her but there is no words coming from my mouth I'm like a statue here no one's is speaking

" Soojung ah " she sundenly spoke, and there she smiled at me. She is trying to stand up but suddenly

" UNNIE ! " she just collapsed, all of my members are came to the room and help me to carry unnie and go to the hospital. 30 minutes we will get there unnie, hang on just a little please. I just silently prayed I cannot control my tears unnie is laying down to my lap and it is heartbreaking scene to me all of my members are not talking amber is the driver and she is doing she can to get to the hospital faster, when we reached to the hospital 4 of the nurses help us with unnie. 

" Krystal, she will be alright don't worry " victoria said to me while creassing my back, i just nodded to her. Why unnie is like that in the first place? what happend in last 3 days, I remember that the day I gonna leave she is happy and cheerful but now. My thoughts suddenly stopped when the doctor is now heading to us with a serious face on him I immediently stand up

" Doctor, is my sister is alright ? " he just look straight at me and hang his head low

" W-what happend doc ? just say it please " amber said to the doctor, luna is at back supporting me

" Jessica shi, is currently on the stage of depression and for not eating any food she dehydrated. She had anemia right? so her body can't
stand at all that's why she collapased. " he said to us, d-depression? I never hear to unnie that she is stress laltely. And I know thats she is excited because she is opening a fashion brand

" Depression? Wait doc she's been happy last couple days and I know that she is not stress at all " I said to him with a confused eye's and mind and unnie will call to me if she had a problem or talk to mom, or to her members to enlighten her mind

" Sorry Krystal shi, i cannot determine that but by the look of your sister she's been through some problems, and make sure that jessica shi will eat more healthier foods and keep her happy because if this will be continue her body will break down and doing some things that she don't want to keep on eye to her krystal shi i'll be going now you can visit her, she will wake up in this couple of minutes excuse me. " he said and walk away from us. When we are arrived to my sister's room, I sat beside her and held her hands my tears are rolling down to my cheeks none stop why she is doing to her self ? I feel sleepy and ducked my head to the bed.

I felt someone touching my hair, when I looked up i saw my sister is smiling at me like nothing is happend I looked around and I saw victoria unnieis standing while amber is still sleeping

" I gonna tell doctor sica is awake now " victoria said and she leave the room, my gaze is on my sister right now

" unnie " i said to her, she just pinched my cheek's and her eye's become tearly

" Why my soojung is crying now? who made you cry huh? so he/she can feel my wrath " she said to me, I just shook my head to her

" unnie what happend to you ?" i said to her, I dont now if she hear me because my voice became soft

" Just something came up, dont worry much soojung " she said while wearing her fake smile, I knew my sister too well, I know if she doing her fake smile and her famous poker face.

" Don't worry to much!? unnie you just killed yourself because you didn't eat for freaking 3 days!!! " I shout at her, amber bolt up because of my suddenly raised voice 

" Soojung, I'm fine now look i'm alive and kicking calm down soojung " she said to me I just stand up and pointing my index finger to her I cant help it she just to freaking stubborn

" Not to calm down!? tell me JESSICA not to calm down when i open your door to your room, I found you sitting on your bed with a bleeding hand a messy room and now you want me to calm down!? You almost die if me and my member did not go to our house and you here smiling like nothing happend!? God JESSICA JUNG did you lose yourself?! Your a freaking dumb! a stupid JESSICA " I shout at her, I close my mouth realizing my words she just looked at me wide eyes, I'm gonna say sorry to her suddenly she spoke

" Then leave, if you could not take this anymore so leave, LEAVE ME ALONE! " she just shout at me, she is not the sister I know she is like someone that is full of hatered

" Unn-- "

" Leave me like them! I'm usless right? and a stupid person who live in this world with nothing to do with this life, I just wish that you did not come to my room and see me like this I dont want to be a bother to you soojung. " she's breaking down, aish I'm the stupid one how can I shout to my sister who is facing a depression problem, well done soojung you just give your sister an headache. Suddenly a doctor rushed to my sister and try to calm her down

" Calm down jessica shi " the doctor said to her but jessie is not listening she is like a baby trowing her tramtus at her father

" Leave me alone!! I dont want you!! please " I cannot see my sister like this, I can't take it. I tried to reach her but her death glare is stopping me

" U-unnie just calm down everything is gonna be alright " I said to her

" dont come near me im yoona " she just said in a low tone, what? yoona unnie.

" Unnie "

" I just said dont come near me Yoona ! " I want to talk to her and tell her I'm not yoona unnie but she suddenly fall asleep thanks to the doctor, he just gave sleeping medicine when the doctor went outside then my phone ring it was sulli

" Sul ? wae ? "

" krys, is your sister is alright ? "

" huh ? i don't get you s--- "

" She just kicked out of snsd couple of days and I dont know if it just a rumour or anything but all of the people talking about it i j--- " I end the call I just don't know what i'm gonna do k-kicked out? my sister what the!?

" Soojung, let's go manager oppa said we should go back to the company " amber said to me, I just glared at her

" No i'm not leaving my sister here " I said with the poker face to her she just sigh at me while victoria unnie patted my shoulder and giving me a assurancre smile

" Soojung we gonna be back just a couple of minutes okay? there's a nurse here she will be taking care of your sister while we out okay? " i just nod to her. 2 hours passed when the meeting is ended, i'm not interested to that meeting I just want my sister when the meeting has ended I rush to my car and drive to the hospital but when I'm already near to my sister's room the nurses and the doctor rush to jessica's room to my shockness I ran to see what's happening

" Where i'm?? hey! wh-what are you doing?? " jessica said to the doctor in english, she struggling and her face look's like she seen a ghost or something, I walked slowly

" unnie the doctor will just giving a medicine, nothing to worry about " I said and smile lovingly to her but she just look at me straight and full of confusion

" W-who are you ? "