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Die verschmähte LiebeDARA’S POV
These past few days, I’ve been spending my time in Jiyong’s classroom. He always make sure im comfy, but he didn’t know I’m always palpitating because of him. The things he do, those little things, I noticed them and made sense to me. Maybe……. I really like him……
No…..
I’m in love with him and with all those little things……..
Making sure I have a reserved chair
Patting my head
His hands on my shoulders
Making sure I bring water everywhere I go
Saving me from all the teases
Waiting outside the door of our classroom
Carrying my bag
Maybe, I liked him ever since and now…… I think I love him…..
These butterflies in my stomach everytime I see him, the fast beatings of my heart. Maybe, I was just in denial from those days but now huh, guess I fell in love with my bestfriend.
!!!! RING !!!!
“Dara! Let’s go!” Bom dragged me out of the door
“Why do you look like you are so bothered?” Bom asked curiously
“Bom….. I think you’re right….” I told her almost whispering
“Of course I’m always right!!!! Wait, what? What do you mean? Bom was confused
“ I…..” I paused for a while
Should I tell her I love him? Maybe it’s too early. Maybe these feelings can change. Maybe I’ll just tell her I’m having a crush on him.
“I think I’m having a crush on him” I admitted shyly
“OMG! I thought there was a problem!” bom sighed with relief
“So,you realize you like him huh” Bom smirked
“Guess I did. This is so wrong Bommie” I complained
“What’s wrong with liking someone Dara?”
“He’s not just someone Bom, he’s my bestfriend”
“Well guess what, I don’t believe boys and girls can be bestfriends”
“Will you keep it a secret?”
“Of course……..not” she smiled playfully
“Bom, please?” if this won’t work I’ll really get down on my knees
“Come on Dara! I was just joking. Of course I’ll protect you!” she told me while hugging me tight
While lying on my bed, I was thinking again……
I fell in love with my bestfriend……
I love Jiyong……
Of course I won’t say this to him because maybe he doesn’t feel the same way. Maybe he’ll keep his distance and I don’t want that to happen. He’s so special to me. I’ll just stay as his bestfriend as long as he need me. These feelings shall pass, I’ll just avoid him for now and stay lowkey.
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